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AOGRAI In reply to ArtBennyRGrau [2014-12-08 06:59:56 +0000 UTC]
This one? No i purchased it for this story as I did not have time to build new one. I will be changing the textures a bit to suit the story.
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ArtBennyRGrau In reply to AOGRAI [2014-12-08 20:08:08 +0000 UTC]
cool! I hope to see how the story goes
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AOGRAI In reply to ArtBennyRGrau [2014-12-09 03:41:08 +0000 UTC]
Yeah whenever I manage to squeeze time in!
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ArtBennyRGrau In reply to AOGRAI [2014-12-09 10:49:54 +0000 UTC]
I sadly havbe tons of time but no way to finish what I am workon. ive re written it 6 times this week... I will never be done...
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AOGRAI In reply to ArtBennyRGrau [2014-12-09 14:29:24 +0000 UTC]
Becos u are a perfectionist... am I right? LOL!
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ArtBennyRGrau In reply to AOGRAI [2014-12-10 20:01:41 +0000 UTC]
exactly Xd I keep looking and finding mistakes in my logic
seeing patterns that make no sense, struggling with theidea vs the way I am going to present it
and insecurities that no one will like it because of the theme since it jas supernatural, fantasy themes
and lots of people enjoy tearing that down. hell I am scared of making my other projects of a religious nature since no one in a church would like them
seeing the themes exposed even if they are to allow th reader, viewer to choose their progression and options etc.
seems people get upset at the mention of God remote;ly in anything so how will I complete anything with the overly critical internet...
answer is ... I scrapped it. if I had someone who could understand my particular themes I would progress. but it is imp[ossibl;e.
last time I tried they stole my code for the game, some Philipino kid did, another time an American stole my script
so I get demoralized and end up reqriting and quitting. bel;ieving in one self is pointless since I am my own worst critic, having said tendency after seeing how others act online and off line. I never stack up. when you have folks who believe in you and give pertinent honest opinions and counterpoints, it helps ease that self standard. my brain is rigged to question, find flaws and fix them. it was always something asked of me in college and by ,my family and schools. ultimately it does help make each client of mine walk off with great confidence in the final product even if I do see more flaws and think it could be better.
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AOGRAI In reply to ArtBennyRGrau [2014-12-11 11:01:27 +0000 UTC]
I guess u need to believe in yourself and treat your fears as a good thing to exploit in the great artwork u do. Perhaps, the goal should be to get something out first, then work on the fixing for perfection later? Sort of post work? I know I am the same sometimes... So I do first and try to improve it subsequently.
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ArtBennyRGrau In reply to AOGRAI [2014-12-11 12:11:52 +0000 UTC]
yeah though I still need people to give a proper feedback on it.
at tis rate I will never fid my audience nor believe in myself. the futility of it all depresses me.
so this mes goes deeper than it seems on the surface. I just wish I had a team to work with.
I know then my hindering insecurities would go
having more than one mind to check the project beforehand. if I release a game I need play testers
and sadly a story cant be updated over and over. its odd how writing my horror/creepy pastas, seem to gain
approvl while the artwork relating to them is even more fanous with out reading said story... baffling.
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AOGRAI In reply to ArtBennyRGrau [2014-12-11 12:53:19 +0000 UTC]
Hmmm... not much of a game player myself. Hope that there will be someone out there who will be genuine.
I myself understand the need for a good team. I have my brother luckily.
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ArtBennyRGrau In reply to AOGRAI [2014-12-11 19:01:06 +0000 UTC]
yeah mine died of an aneurism at 44 and he lived far away
so I never had any family that helped. I live isolated with mum
my other friend lives hundrds of miles aay and with 2 kids and a wife it is difficult to make plans.
he has about 10 free hours and its for sleep and chores.
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AOGRAI In reply to ArtBennyRGrau [2014-12-12 00:45:51 +0000 UTC]
Sad to hear mate. Hope things get better.
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ArtBennyRGrau In reply to AOGRAI [2014-12-12 14:28:30 +0000 UTC]
I know I'm a wretch and a downer but I am trying. I just hope I can finish one thing.
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AOGRAI In reply to ArtBennyRGrau [2014-12-13 01:05:45 +0000 UTC]
U can just tell yourself that. And you will.
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AOGRAI In reply to magicclam [2014-12-07 01:48:02 +0000 UTC]
The shipmodel was purchased textures were incorporated with reality shaders. As we speak, I am getting a new paint job done on the textures to suit the story. I used one M4 and G2 character. I will have one pilot, co-pilot and a nav-jump
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AOGRAI In reply to magicclam [2014-12-07 09:31:46 +0000 UTC]
Hey there THANKS!
To your question, well some of the poses I worked from scratch, others, I used old existing poses which were either purchased earlier or done by me, as base line to other unique poses I require. Sometimes, I tweak it abit to suit diff types of figure. The reason we purchase poses sometimes is to free our time creating story rather than making the pose.
A good idea is to get basic poses (using general fig) sorted, before injecting pose to the character figure.
Hope my answer helps.
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AOGRAI In reply to scifilicious [2014-12-07 01:44:10 +0000 UTC]
Danke herr commandant!
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AOGRAI In reply to scifilicious [2014-12-08 12:43:21 +0000 UTC]
Well I guess cos you are an alien? LOL!
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AOGRAI In reply to scifilicious [2014-12-09 03:43:03 +0000 UTC]
Lol! But politicians give shit a bad name. Shit help in the procreation of plant life, in return, ours.... But politicians don't! Lol!
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AOGRAI In reply to scifilicious [2014-12-09 22:22:42 +0000 UTC]
LOL! got that right!
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scifilicious In reply to AOGRAI [2014-12-09 22:41:10 +0000 UTC]
I know, im alien after all, my people scrutinize humans for centuries.....why u think we still never visited earth?
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romanall [2014-12-06 15:15:34 +0000 UTC]
I like it.
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