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Description
ordained distortion
organically contorted organs
orchestrated in soundless wriggles
writhed in riddles of the addle minded
vetted
baptisms blessed by the 7th
sayers soothe
to gold spoons
as smooth as a mother fuckin a villain

fictitious in rendition
definition:
selfishly stay metaphysically illin
wills freely written
in good intentions
enriched through sin
as deadly as this bitter sweet poetry
to the blood that which flows within me

now
we was supposed to be a family
God
Allah to the fathers born of sands
mortally savage assed ousted in passive aggressive shouts
of weather they was real no doubt
telling my ol' Earth:
ayo ya suns revolution
eclipsing moons just to get attention

class clowning
sour frowning
Principles
believing it's scripted emulation
faith through the art of examples
and he's just actin out

his part:
missions to missing lessons
smoking atmospheres of praise through Buddha leaves addressin his blessins
of lung filled sorrows
solaced and forgotten

escapism through the cool fueled fiasco's moving pictures
perfect instrumental
wilderness of victimless children fathered
loving
absent of color, TV's
unfocused religion remaining as the shadows forever stood upon
walks in hands together
…daydreaming

imagine she says i've more then just your eyes and eye shutter
blatantly blinking sound waves of disbelief
not knowing that this scares me as the thought of transforming
into something reminiscent of what it was like to be happy
only in comparison of not being happy
which is now a pun

for the frapptus
foul taste mouths Alice
a wonderland of crescent shaped
upside down kisses
crouched fetal fisted borne in humility
to an accident
i cant understand this beating
heart pounding beating times the adrenalin giving chase to an accident
back seeded he's got A.d.d ideas
mind racing veins shot vegetable said i used to understand
the Big Bang….crash a theory
1st explosion
Pride easily transfused as a disturbed reflection

she spilled tears all across the floor
an accident her father can't clean up
are you positive  have no fear
Prayers like nouns
spouts of how bout its my fault an accident
heart pounding beatings cant understand him
don't say it...
he says she says
they say it
and i say she repeats it often
believing in prayers like verbs
cool on food for thought
i'm the accident
Questioning my existence
sun shine
he spouts of how bout its my fault an accident
shit spill my blood all across the fuckin floor
the beatings
said i remembered being happy there
tripping over cornered toy stories
an accident my fathers
can't seem to clean up dear child i fell down
tears…

2nd explosion
another episode of poor
the beating i cant understand this beating
him nore he an I and eye shutter thoughts
picture twice the unbound angels wings
beating
sent thee from heaven
cant understand myself now through these beatings
descending
why God
the heart pounding beatings adrenaline giving way to butterfly effects
400 years of conditioning…
this is what they make you take the medication for
the rage of my father's father fathered
my pain spilled all across the mother fuckin floor an accident i cant clean up
God we was supposed to be family
questioning my existence through the beatings
the heart
pounding
beatings
fetal fisted
borne of humility
now a girl child… the second

darker skin sister
caught up in the reflection of what I became
a long look of a dead carcasses stepping stone
religious with hammers
used to live up to his role
as the foundation of places familiar to ghetto
smells like love pancakes and concrete possibilities
perfumes and Caribbean oils
dear girl child
i brothered sun
shine through faith
the examples un renounced
to fatal flaws of fathers
a hero 21 gun saluted seen me bleed
truth as savage in extreme fluctuation
i've more than just his eyes
and eye sigh...

Description
ordained distortion
organically contorted organs
orchestrated in soundless wriggles
writhed in riddles of the addle minded
vetted
baptisms blessed by the 7th
sayers soothe
to gold spoons
as smooth as a mother fuckin a villain

fictitious in rendition
definition:
selfishly stay metaphysically illin
wills freely written
in good intentions
enriched through sin
as deadly as this bitter sweet poetry
to the blood that which flows within me

now
we was supposed to be a family
God
Allah to the fathers born of sands
mortally savage assed ousted in passive aggressive shouts
of weather they was real no doubt
telling my ol' Earth:
ayo ya suns revolution
eclipsing moons just to get attention

class clowning
sour frowning
Principles
believing it's scripted emulation
faith through the art of examples
and he's just actin out

his part:
missions to missing lessons
smoking atmospheres of praise through Buddha leaves addressin his blessins
of lung filled sorrows
solaced and forgotten

escapism through the cool fueled fiasco's moving pictures
perfect instrumental
wilderness of victimless children fathered
loving
absent of color, TV's
unfocused religion remaining as the shadows forever stood upon
walks in hands together
…daydreaming

imagine she says i've more then just your eyes and eye shutter
blatantly blinking sound waves of disbelief
not knowing that this scares me as the thought of transforming
into something reminiscent of what it was like to be happy
only in comparison of not being happy
which is now a pun

for the frapptus
foul taste mouths Alice
a wonderland of crescent shaped
upside down kisses
crouched fetal fisted borne in humility
to an accident
i cant understand this beating
heart pounding beating times the adrenalin giving chase to an accident
back seeded he's got A.d.d ideas
mind racing veins shot vegetable said i used to understand
the Big Bang….crash a theory
1st explosion
Pride easily transfused as a disturbed reflection

she spilled tears all across the floor
an accident her father can't clean up
are you positive  have no fear
Prayers like nouns
spouts of how bout its my fault an accident
heart pounding beatings cant understand him
don't say it...
he says she says
they say it
and i say she repeats it often
believing in prayers like verbs
cool on food for thought
i'm the accident
Questioning my existence
sun shine
he spouts of how bout its my fault an accident
shit spill my blood all across the fuckin floor
the beatings
said i remembered being happy there
tripping over cornered toy stories
an accident my fathers
can't seem to clean up dear child i fell down
tears…

2nd explosion
another episode of poor
the beating i cant understand this beating
him nore he an I and eye shutter thoughts
picture twice the unbound angels wings
beating
sent thee from heaven
cant understand myself now through these beatings
descending
why God
the heart pounding beatings adrenaline giving way to butterfly effects
400 years of conditioning…
this is what they make you take the medication for
the rage of my father's father fathered
my pain spilled all across the mother fuckin floor an accident i cant clean up
God we was supposed to be family
questioning my existence through the beatings
the heart
pounding
beatings
fetal fisted
borne of humility
now a girl child… the second

darker skin sister
caught up in the reflection of what I became
a long look of a dead carcasses stepping stone
religious with hammers
used to live up to his role
as the foundation of places familiar to ghetto
smells like love pancakes and concrete possibilities
perfumes and Caribbean oils
dear girl child
i brothered sun
shine through faith
the examples un renounced
to fatal flaws of fathers
a hero 21 gun saluted seen me bleed
truth as savage in extreme fluctuation
i've more than just his eyes
and eye sigh...