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Description The newest obsession of mine: Stigmata. It fascinates me. The whole idea of it. Also an expressive portrait of why we, as humans, are so frail and fragile. Organized religion. Not belief in a god (do not confuse me and accuse me.), but belief in a dogma. Belief in a system composed by man. Man. If the only perfection is a god, then men are imperfect. Therefore, all things created by man are imperfect. Hence, organized religion is imperfect. We are imperfect due to the differing opinions among us. Religion is an opinion. It is an interpretation. "The Holy Bible" was written by man, was it not? Do not try to tell me it was written by the almighty, because, though it may have been spoken from the almighty (if you can believe that), it was interpreted by a man. A lowly man, at that. And that was in a completely different language. When translated to English, I'm sure a lot of things were missinterpreted. Thus the phrase "lost in translation." You can't get the same effect when switching languages. The basis behind this all-powerful religion (Yes, I am speaking distinctly of the Catholic/Christian religion. I don't know enough about any other religion to argue it.) seems rather intelligent. Keep everyone alive. Except the weak. God will take them. That goes along with our instinct. If we all stay alive, then we have more people to mate with and more chances to spawn. Alas! According to this book, we cannot have sex? Well...how does that fit in to the scheme of things? This book was written by a misanthrope! No sex? It's an end to the human race. How do we have children? We don't. Instead, we live our lives in service to this omniscient god. And in one generation, the human race would END. Religion goes against what we know to do. Though shalt not murder. Unless in the name of god. What if in the name of self-protection, self-advancement--in the name of self? We are god. We are what we worship because we are all that matters. But we've personified that idea through a storybook into a large white man with a beard. A white man with a beard whom you can only see if he wants you to, and whom you can hear inside your head. Let me put it for you simply: Religion is an undiagnosed form of Schizophrenia. No kidding. It was written by a man who was hearing voices. Voices that told him what to do, and what not to do. Voices that made him harm others. The Bible is in painstaking detail, and is thousands of pages long. How could a sane man do such a thing? He couldn't. The insane reign supreme. And the only reason for the negativity of that statement is the fact that the insane are self-consumed. Paranoia is a fear of everything but yourself. It's the idea of advancement of self taken to an ironic level. If you fear others, you can't keep your species going. And therefore, my dear public, organized religion was meant to kill us, not keep us going. In the end of all this ranting, you may find a twist, by the way. So keep an open mind.

Anyway. Glad that's over with. I may be putting this piece in that big thing I've been telling you all about. However, it's kind of bloody. I tried so hard to stay away from the blood, but I couldn't. I like the effect I put on it with the lighting. To make it look very dark and almost like an amateur video of this miracle.

For anyone who cares, the blood is a mixture of theatrical fake blood, flour, and red and black acrylic paint. Oh, and water. Anyone have suggestions on getting that kind of thing out of a carpet?

*******I'm also posting a couple more from the same shoot. Please do tell me which you like best.

Stigmata 2: [link]
Stigmata 3: [link]
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Comments: 38

cutieloli [2009-06-03 18:48:00 +0000 UTC]

cool

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fallinginsane In reply to cutieloli [2009-07-15 18:33:37 +0000 UTC]

Thank you.

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FRACTUREDFAIRY [2008-01-31 16:39:39 +0000 UTC]

I LOVE YOUR ART!!!DO YOU CARE TO WORK ON MY SCRAPS?THANK YOU <3

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Repeated-Reflections [2007-08-31 20:52:43 +0000 UTC]

You have a lovely gallery, I actually found this from someone else's page and it intrigued me so I wanted to know the meaning behind it.

I was wanting to make a comment to your thoughts, if you don't mind

I really understand where you coming from. I believe in god, but the way some christians are I wouldn't even want to be lumped in with them. I myself say, I believe in god but I don't believe in "religion".

Though someone already mentioned it, I'd like to point out that the bible says that if you can live a celibate life go ahead. But in the same passage it says if you can't handle it, don't refrain from sex and get married. It says some people are for a single life and some aren't. So it's not like one is better than the other really, they both have their place. It also says in the beginning of the bible that god told adam and eve to go populate the earth... can't do that unless you have sex lol

I also like to mention a simple logical point that I think many people miss. God made people's bodies, he made us able to procreate, so god made sex. There's nothing inherently evil about it

I'm not sure about the Thomas thing... I never recall reading that... I might look that up when I have the time.

As for "the insane writer" lol I forget the number but there are around 30 writers for the bible and it was written over a span of hundreds of years (I forget how much I'm not a number person o.O). So at the very least you have many insane people I cannot say for all the authors, but many of them weren't writing stuff from little voices in their head. They wrote down what they saw. Much the bible is recorded accounts of history. Whatever these letters or the rest of it is insane, ..well you'd have to make that determination for yourself by reading it.

Translations is something that intrigues me because I love language. I understand your point precisely. There are poorly translated versions of the bible, but there are many bibles that are very accurate. I've looked at some of the original Hebrew and Greek, and there's not a huge difference. There are some difference that you'd want to study up on the what the language meant (like the word "holy" for example) but major point of the bible, what really matters, is clear.

As a whole, I don't believe the bible because someone told me to believe, because the reasons you mentioned. But I find that it consistent to the world I experience.

As for murder... there's a difference between protecting yourself and killing someone out of motives, though that's my opinion. But from what I know of god, god cares a lot more about the condition of your heart than what you do. Things aren't so black and white, wrong or right. I'm not saying that means "if I have a good motive, I can kill" like the crusades, that was blindly wrong, if they really understood god they wouldn't have done that. If taking life wasn't a big deal, god wouldn't say "don't do it." But even god has said "good things" were wrong, because the motive of the person wasn't right. Like people would give do all the ceremony stuff but they were cruel to others and God said, "I don't want your sacrifices, I want you to be merciful" Because god isn't trying to get us to behave. What's the point in being nice if you don't mean it? What's the point in being nice, if our heart is heavy with bitterness? God wants there to be real change in why we make the choices we do. God wants there to be real resolve, not just a cover-up.

People use religion as a means to control people all the time. Whether out of fear or because they are just power hungry. But the god the bible speaks of isn't like that.

I apologize for writing so much and on such an old devi piece. You can disregard me if you want I just enjoy good thoughtful conversation.

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fallinginsane In reply to Repeated-Reflections [2007-09-24 06:31:44 +0000 UTC]

Well thank you very much for the comment! Sorry it's taken me so long to respond, I had to make sure I had something to say.

I have complete respect for people who believe in god on their own terms: without a dogma. It's religion and Christianity that I find "wrong." I, myself, don't believe in a god, more so do I believe in a psychological "inner-god." I follow more along with a Buddhist type of "religion."

As for sex: I do realize that, as taught by the Bible, god gave us our bodies and the ability to procreate, but the bible seems to be very anti-sex in a "straight for pleasure" sense of the word. It's considered wrong to have sex simply for the fact that it feels good or that you want to show love in that way. It's considered adultery, it seems, to have sex in any kind of non-traditional, "missionary" way. Regardless of what the Bible says, the church frowns upon sex for the hell of it. And, yeah, the gospel of Thomas. I can't even remember where it was found or anything like that, but it's worth looking into.

It was written by many "insane" writers, written by people that heard things from a voice in their head. You're right, though, in order to thoroughly argue it, I must first read the entire thing. And before that, learn Latin. Which would be impossible. Even then, I'd be learning a translated, British version. Not exactly the language used at the time.

Exactly, to really understand god, you wouldn't kill in his name like the crusaders. I understand that the idea of god has been misunderstood throughout many centuries. In the religion, though, killing in the name of god seems to be justified. As is dying in the name of god. The correct idea of god would go for people being genuinely good, but seeing as that's never going to happen, the church instills a fear that if you aren't inherently "good" (which is a relative term), god will damn you.

Religion (Christianity. Like I said, I don't know enough about any other religion to put it in this category. Other than Buddhism, which does do this to a point.) is constantly used as an article of fear. You must fear god rather than love him. Because, as we all know, fear is a better motivator than love because fear challenges the LOVE you have for yourself. It encompasses both in one, therefore being more powerful. Christian leaders know this. They've been taught this their entire lives and it works ever time.

It's fine that you've written so much. I love getting comments like these. Just takes me a little longer to respond. So I apologize for that.

If I misunderstood anything, be sure to correct me.

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Ketmara [2007-02-08 19:46:24 +0000 UTC]

so much power, so much emorion

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fallinginsane In reply to Ketmara [2007-02-20 05:00:30 +0000 UTC]

Thanks. That's well appreciated.

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harlequinxcolour [2006-11-24 18:52:23 +0000 UTC]

sorry if that made no sense at all

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fallinginsane In reply to harlequinxcolour [2006-11-24 23:36:52 +0000 UTC]

Lol. It made plenty of sense.

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harlequinxcolour [2006-11-24 18:50:00 +0000 UTC]

i like this
dont get me wrong, i understand what you are saying, how it doesnt make sense that if we are imperfect, how could man write a Book that we are supposed to follow..
im a Christian, and i just wanted to say a couple things-
+about having sex - it doesnt say in the Bible that we cant have sex - it says to save it for marriage, because sex is considered a very intimate thing; i know that people believe that there isnt anything wrong with having it outside of marriage, its just that really the point is to have it with the one and only person that youre with [married to].
+about not murdering except for in the name of God - in no way do i believe that it is okay to kill someone because they dont believe the same thing that i do. i dont know if that is what you are talking about, but people who do believe that, shouldnt - it doesnt matter what a person believes, even if i dont think that its right; i have no excuse to hate them for it- i might not like what they do, but i can still like the person.

well, that was my little.. talk? paragraph? i dont know. im just glad that unlike some Christians, i try to understand what other people believe - i dont understand the point of not understanding other people just because of my religion - i am interested in what other people believe in, or however you want to say it.

well, anyway.. i like this!

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fallinginsane In reply to harlequinxcolour [2006-11-24 23:36:34 +0000 UTC]

I love comments like this one. I've not found a Christian near me with whom I can talk about religion without them getting offended. Yes, you are right, The Bible doesn't say that you can't have sex. Thomas in his gospel felt it a sin altogether, though (or so I remember reading. It's been a while. Correct me if I'm wrong.). And that if one can abstain from sex even after marriage, then they are all the stronger. About the murder in the name of god bit, I'm only saying that it was hypocritical that that was the first of the ten commandments "Thou shalt not kill," but most--damn near to all--wars were started over god and religion. The crusades for example. I'm not saying that all Christian's believe in killing everyone who doesn't agree, simply that as a whole, the religion has been known to lash out in bloodshed over disagreement.

Thank you very much for the comment. I'm happy you like the photograph, and that you can be open-minded enough to actually listen to what I said. I appreciate that.

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moforsnow [2006-10-04 16:32:13 +0000 UTC]

I didn't like this very much lol. Too dark for my taste, but very well done though!

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fallinginsane In reply to moforsnow [2006-10-04 23:31:31 +0000 UTC]

Aye, understood. Thanks for the comment, though. Nice of you to comment still.

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moforsnow In reply to fallinginsane [2006-10-05 10:39:34 +0000 UTC]

lol, Yeah well of course

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ahmedwkhan [2006-10-02 22:41:07 +0000 UTC]

awesome shot ~

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fallinginsane In reply to ahmedwkhan [2006-10-03 00:49:10 +0000 UTC]

Thank you. And for all the favourites.

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VolpeDiRaven [2006-10-02 02:27:53 +0000 UTC]

Oh they're all good. My favourite is obviously this one...lol....or else I wouldn't have favourited it. Although #3 comes in a close second (if that makes sense...).

I've always felt that way about religion...As is...How does this make any sense? And of course the insane reign supreme! But if that's true.....I should be Prime Minister by now...
Though for SURE Nicole (GT-Racoon girl) is going to be Ruler of the World...

Again...your writing captivates me....

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fallinginsane In reply to VolpeDiRaven [2006-10-02 02:41:58 +0000 UTC]

I have responses all over the spectrum. What was it about this one that you liked over #2 and 3? If I may be so bold as to ask. It's very difficult for me to choose.

Right, religion (the organized variety) doesn't make much sense. It's contradictory. Just like the speech of man. Which is why it can't be law. And I already have plans to own this world someday, so I hope she has a good argument.

Thanks again for the compliment of my writing. Does the ego good.

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VolpeDiRaven In reply to fallinginsane [2006-10-03 01:59:59 +0000 UTC]

Now that I look at them again...it is VERY difficult. I like them all.....and now #2 is slightly more preferred than #3....I can't make up my mind.

I think it really...the hand. I don't know....I like the hand. The very-dead-looking-person-we-just-assume-is-you is intersting, and perhaps envokes more emotion rather than the less-dead-looking #2....hmm....but there's something a bloody hand, perhaps the positioning of the hand and the cross as a focal point.

Not sure however...

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fallinginsane In reply to VolpeDiRaven [2006-10-03 02:07:18 +0000 UTC]

And you've only seen three. I have about 10 good ones. (I just don't want to overpower everyone with all of them.). It is very hard to choose. I like this one a lot, mostly because of the great job I did on the wound. It's a lot clearer (more clear?) than the other ones. The deadness is a good touch, too. I--Yes, it's me. lol.--just look really pale in #2, not so much "dead." But do I want a dead effect? All these questions pain my mind.

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VolpeDiRaven In reply to fallinginsane [2006-10-04 02:30:38 +0000 UTC]

That's probably what I meant...lol

Don't pain yourself too much(or at all)...I think it looks fabulous, and adds so much to the photograph.

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fallinginsane In reply to VolpeDiRaven [2006-10-04 23:33:16 +0000 UTC]

Well thank you.

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a50 [2006-10-02 00:44:20 +0000 UTC]

OMG YES!!!!!! Thats ALL so true. Sounds like somethine I'd say. HOORAY FOR POINTING OUT CHRISTIAN FLAWS. You are my new hero. Not to mention the photo kicks ass. The prayer pose, goes rly well. Plus i like the facial expresion, plus you look so pale, so almost dead rly. Very good

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fallinginsane In reply to a50 [2006-10-02 00:54:44 +0000 UTC]

Your new hero? I wasn't your hero before? lol. And yeah, it does sound a lot like something you would say. Now that I read it again. Thanks for the comments. I like the pose too, though it was a hard one with all the blood on my palms. (Wait, who said it was me? You people just assume these things.) Yeah, I do look dead. I've done well in fearing the sunlight. Thanks.

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a50 In reply to fallinginsane [2006-10-02 10:45:08 +0000 UTC]

I recognised you. I do remember what you look like u no. Could still spot u out of a crowd yes, new hero. Dnt u feel special? lol

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fallinginsane In reply to a50 [2006-10-02 21:45:22 +0000 UTC]

Okay, you're right. I should give you more credit with facial recognition. I do apologize. But still...

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blackenedhope [2006-10-01 21:57:03 +0000 UTC]

wow if this wasn't against religion, I'd bow to you.
You are amazing.

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fallinginsane In reply to blackenedhope [2006-10-02 00:37:35 +0000 UTC]

Thanks. I appreciate that. So you're pro-organized religion? I'd like to hear your thoughts on it.

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blackenedhope In reply to fallinginsane [2006-10-02 05:00:10 +0000 UTC]

No actually I'm agnostic....I think you mistook my meaning. I was making a reference to bowing and religion, because usually "bowing" implies worship, and it was an attempt at being ironic. I actually agree with everything you've said, and I've argued those points many times before to those I know personally.

Right now I am not interested in anything to do with religious faith, but I'm moving more towards something called Advaita Vedanta---which is basically Buddhism without the religious aspect. I think you might find it interesting and worthwhile to look into...I know I have. There are books available that contain talks by Jiddu Krishnamurti---as well as a ton of online resources---if you are interested in doing a little reading

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fallinginsane In reply to blackenedhope [2006-10-02 05:11:33 +0000 UTC]

Aye, that I did misinterperet. But, I am human. Therefore, I'm imperfect. I got it now, though.

I've never heard of that, Advaita Vedanta, but I like the idea. Because I very much like Buddhism, and have read a lot on that. So I now have something new to look into. Thanks for that. It shall surely entertain me for hours.

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blackenedhope In reply to fallinginsane [2006-10-02 06:00:26 +0000 UTC]

it's been entertaining me since May.
I sincerely hope you get something out of it, which I'm sure you will...you are very intelligent.

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fallinginsane In reply to blackenedhope [2006-10-02 21:42:49 +0000 UTC]

Correction: It shall entertain me for months. Yeah, I forsee me reading a lot into this. Thanks again.

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blackenedhope In reply to fallinginsane [2006-10-03 04:17:41 +0000 UTC]

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straightfromcamera [2006-10-01 21:49:39 +0000 UTC]

wow.. this series of images are quite powerful!

as to getting that blood out of the carpet... maybe try Holy Water?!

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fallinginsane In reply to straightfromcamera [2006-10-02 00:36:28 +0000 UTC]

Powerful? Really? Wow. That's something I've never heard before. Thank you.

Holy water...

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straightfromcamera In reply to fallinginsane [2006-10-02 00:53:21 +0000 UTC]

id say so.. in the wrong hands religiously inspired images can be butchered, or they can be done justice.. in the odd case, they can inspire thought to both sides of the spectrum, and i think with these youve managed to do just that

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fallinginsane In reply to straightfromcamera [2006-10-02 01:01:33 +0000 UTC]

Well thank you. Very much. I was really thinking people would misinterperet. Which is kind of ironic given the rant. Thanks again. You're very kind.

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straightfromcamera In reply to fallinginsane [2006-10-02 01:04:50 +0000 UTC]

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