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Published: 2014-05-04 11:22:12 +0000 UTC; Views: 826; Favourites: 21; Downloads: 0
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Svetlikin
Autumn, Year 745 of the New Age, Glenmore, the Great Oak

Hopefully, you will have noticed that Kin lives in a pink and blue pastel coloured forest. Well, that's how I colour it, anyway xD BUT the forest is only pastel and pretty when he's happy or content - as in this picture here fav.me/d77ksv6

Here, he is not happy. The forest is still pink and blue, but this time it should look like some hideous neon nightmare. Hopefully that comes across!

As for the title - I imagine the doe he's thinking of (who may or may not actually be dead, you'll find out before too long ) saying that after they've parted for the last time, two years' previous to this image.

Kin had never expected to fight for a doe - or at least, he had hoped he would not. Although the word had been that she would be betrothed to his father, he had hoped the King would see sense. They had been perfect, they had been wonderful - young love, true and pure. He would never have another doe, he would not even see them. Not for him the smack of antler on antler, not for him the braying and bellowing about the Great Oak as buck went against buck to prove their masculinity.

He had been wrong. His first rut had come and she was dead.

He ached with unfamiliar hormones and the scent of does in heat was more unbearable than he could have imagined. It had been more than two years now, but the pain was still fresh and livid and the heat of testosterone ripped open the wound anew. He saw her face in every passing doe, but none had her strength and her fierceness. None were as charismatic, as kind - none ever would be.

It seemed almost that he had no choice to make: he was driven towards the Great Oak that morning by something stronger than willpower. The season controlled him, propelling him forwards, lending him the fierce confidence of the Royal he should have been. When he strutted towards the gathered royal does as they flirted playfully with the stags nearby, he had felt power and weight. It was as though the blood of Earran was truly pumping through his veins.

They turned as a mass towards him, like some vile hydra, all heads moving at once to look upon their latest victim. There would be no soft smiles or kind words, no gentle turning away from this herd of harridans.

It started with a snigger from the center of the group but it grew like mould, taking in not just the monstrous many-headed creature but the whole glade. The laughter surrounded him, every royal head in the glade whooping with delight at the thought that this thing could think it would mate!

He stood, his tail thrashing behind him and his eyes wide and afraid, too many memories of this same laughter flashing through his mind and then the memory of her because it had been her who could save him. They had killed her and now he had no one, no one to protect him, no one to run to, nowhere to run to - and yet he ran.

He ran from their cruelty but more than that he ran from the memories; Β he ran from the pain; he ran from the thought of her.

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Comments: 34

jackkydaww [2015-05-08 06:53:56 +0000 UTC]

Aw the feels <3 Β 

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KinG-FaWn [2014-06-04 16:40:59 +0000 UTC]

How dare they laugh at my KinKin!?!

Don't worry poor boy...stupids! *huggles*

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femalefred In reply to KinG-FaWn [2014-06-04 17:59:16 +0000 UTC]

Glenmore isn't such a nice place to live, sadly xP

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Niur-Tarow [2014-05-04 23:07:49 +0000 UTC]

Sorry, honey.

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femalefred In reply to Niur-Tarow [2014-05-05 10:22:19 +0000 UTC]

Poor guy's getting a lot of hugs today!Β 

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fulociraptor [2014-05-04 23:04:25 +0000 UTC]

Poor little girly man...

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femalefred In reply to fulociraptor [2014-05-05 10:21:54 +0000 UTC]

He'll survive, I promise

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Nynke-FmnF [2014-05-04 18:56:03 +0000 UTC]

poor Kin!

No wonder he's so ... him.

I love how you've painted this trough; it shows so much emotions; you just know that's how he feels; like a inside a spotlight, out of tone!

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femalefred In reply to Nynke-FmnF [2014-05-05 10:21:46 +0000 UTC]

Thanks so much, that's exactly what I was going for!

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monymay14 [2014-05-04 18:21:18 +0000 UTC]

Aw...kin...I shall hug you

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femalefred In reply to monymay14 [2014-05-05 10:20:56 +0000 UTC]

He's getting a lot of hugs today xD

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DodgerMD [2014-05-04 18:13:13 +0000 UTC]

Awman, poor Kin. :c

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femalefred In reply to DodgerMD [2014-05-05 10:20:37 +0000 UTC]

He'll survive, poor guy, and it makes him who he is

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DodgerMD In reply to femalefred [2014-05-05 20:18:12 +0000 UTC]

I totally forgot to mention before, I really love how you use the pink/purple for all pics of him. It's like his theme colors.

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femalefred In reply to DodgerMD [2014-05-06 19:46:50 +0000 UTC]

Oh, thanks so much ^^ They are indeed his theme colours - baby pink, baby blue and lilac

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DatNachtmaehre [2014-05-04 15:46:45 +0000 UTC]

Poor Kin. *hugs him*

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femalefred In reply to DatNachtmaehre [2014-05-05 10:20:21 +0000 UTC]

He'll be alright in the end - just needs to dump all these Royals!

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mosiebear [2014-05-04 15:10:25 +0000 UTC]

Poor Kinny! Ysbal would give all those laughers a very very mean look. >

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femalefred In reply to mosiebear [2014-05-05 10:17:14 +0000 UTC]

Ysbal is very sweet to her big brother

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mosiebear In reply to femalefred [2014-05-05 14:29:14 +0000 UTC]

Ysbal is very sweet period. But she puts on an extra special sweet face for her Kinny.

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oOChimeraTearsOo [2014-05-04 14:41:13 +0000 UTC]

OnO poor baby... I love this, art and story.

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femalefred In reply to oOChimeraTearsOo [2014-05-05 10:17:00 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much

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oOChimeraTearsOo In reply to femalefred [2014-05-05 11:16:09 +0000 UTC]

Β 

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Shotechi [2014-05-04 13:58:06 +0000 UTC]

*hugs Kin* don't listen to them!Β 
The picture looks awesome, especially the colours! C:

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femalefred In reply to Shotechi [2014-05-05 10:16:54 +0000 UTC]

Thank you! I really enjoyed playing around with the saturation on this one

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okami02 [2014-05-04 13:45:37 +0000 UTC]

D8 poor Kin, Glenmore is full of fools my friend dont worry one day youll get them back,one day theyll swallow their words and laughterΒ  Β 

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femalefred In reply to okami02 [2014-05-05 10:16:41 +0000 UTC]

He will get them back with his snarkiness three times over!

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saphiraly [2014-05-04 12:37:36 +0000 UTC]

Oh.... poor Kin

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femalefred In reply to saphiraly [2014-05-05 10:16:19 +0000 UTC]

Things will get better for him, I promise. Just not for a few years yet xp

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saphiraly In reply to femalefred [2014-05-06 05:05:17 +0000 UTC]

Okaies xD I hope he stays strong!

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Ettid [2014-05-04 11:54:27 +0000 UTC]

Poor little Kin

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femalefred In reply to Ettid [2014-05-05 10:16:05 +0000 UTC]

He didn't have a great time in his early life

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decors [2014-05-04 11:36:29 +0000 UTC]

*huggles Kin*

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femalefred In reply to decors [2014-05-05 10:15:52 +0000 UTC]

Aw, he appreciates the hugsΒ 

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