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This is a message for my friend, ...

Bia...

I just wanted to say that again, I am sorry for my actions. I found them horrendous and pretty unforgiving. If you don't forgive me for what I did, it's fine...

...but I wanted you to know that I had not done everything I did wrong intentionally - with the false impression that was gonna leave, I thought if I took his "place" (don't ask, it's complicated), I'd do him justice and keep the fandom afloat. Turns out everything I did was not what I figured.

I published a poll earlier in the week asking if I'd be a good leader or not. It's currently deleted, because I didn't really like it. But had tried to explain to me about leadership and what it possessed. In my power-drunken state, I ignored her and brushed her words off and called it jealousy. The nerve of myself!

And while I was still in my possessed state, the reason I had unfriended you in the first place was because I thought you were gone... that I thought there was nothing left... to this day, I still regret what I did... I still hoped that you and would have been happy together (I'm already over THAT, it doesn't bother me anymore).

But please, hear me out...

I still have not forgotten the wonderful months of friendship (and relationship) we had. Like you, I don't regret being in love with you either. You are an amazing, funny and honest young woman who makes awesome art and even more awesome friends. You are one of my original friends on deviantART, and it is something I won't forget. You are one of the many people who have changed my life and I am forever grateful because of it.

All I ask is for forgiveness and a rekindling of our friendship. I don't want there to be any more conflict or war between us.

In fact, I had even talked with about this whole deal, and he said to just "go out and do it" - I was in a bad state after realizing my actions, but he gave me the encouragement to say to you... I'm sorry.

So... what do you say, Bia? You can hate me, curse at me, never trust me again, or any of those three... but I'll try my best to be there for you. I will try.

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This is a message for my friend, ...

Bia...

I just wanted to say that again, I am sorry for my actions. I found them horrendous and pretty unforgiving. If you don't forgive me for what I did, it's fine...

...but I wanted you to know that I had not done everything I did wrong intentionally - with the false impression that was gonna leave, I thought if I took his "place" (don't ask, it's complicated), I'd do him justice and keep the fandom afloat. Turns out everything I did was not what I figured.

I published a poll earlier in the week asking if I'd be a good leader or not. It's currently deleted, because I didn't really like it. But had tried to explain to me about leadership and what it possessed. In my power-drunken state, I ignored her and brushed her words off and called it jealousy. The nerve of myself!

And while I was still in my possessed state, the reason I had unfriended you in the first place was because I thought you were gone... that I thought there was nothing left... to this day, I still regret what I did... I still hoped that you and would have been happy together (I'm already over THAT, it doesn't bother me anymore).

But please, hear me out...

I still have not forgotten the wonderful months of friendship (and relationship) we had. Like you, I don't regret being in love with you either. You are an amazing, funny and honest young woman who makes awesome art and even more awesome friends. You are one of my original friends on deviantART, and it is something I won't forget. You are one of the many people who have changed my life and I am forever grateful because of it.

All I ask is for forgiveness and a rekindling of our friendship. I don't want there to be any more conflict or war between us.

In fact, I had even talked with about this whole deal, and he said to just "go out and do it" - I was in a bad state after realizing my actions, but he gave me the encouragement to say to you... I'm sorry.

So... what do you say, Bia? You can hate me, curse at me, never trust me again, or any of those three... but I'll try my best to be there for you. I will try.