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Published: 2016-08-24 13:07:00 +0000 UTC; Views: 559; Favourites: 4; Downloads: 0
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Description **WARNING: MINOR RANTING**


Okay, so you guys probably wouldn't know what this jumble of a picture is about. Well, believe it or not, these are all my past TF2-sona's... all in a squabble over who is the "superior" persona; the "perfect" persona. Now all of them are at each other's throats over the issue.

Apparently... that's the thing. I've ALWAYS had a crisis with myself whenever I had doubts about my current persona at the relevant time and whatnot. Supposedly I'm more or less a perfectionist, because I've always been wanting to make my own "perfect persona" and keep it, no matter what.

Well, in terms of "fursona", I'm perfectly happy with my Zootopia rabbit-sona (shoutout to , thanks again! :3). But for a persona to reflect myself in the world of Garry's Mod, this is the current crisis.

On a different note, sort of related with this, is how I've been performing in the G-Mod community and dA. And I've kinda felt this before, it's been some insecurity over my performances. I see other people do well, they also seem to explain it well. Yet I've been working hard, I've put my heart and my soul into my work, yet not much is shown for it. It's like my work is "average" at best, or some shit.

...

*sighs* But no need to worry to much. To be honest, that feeling just pops up whenever I have my doubts, and there are so FEW times I have those. Most of the time, however, I'm feeling hunky-dory with my art, with my work. It makes me proud to make my art, even if the quality's not as good about others. At heart, I'm largely a "quantity over quality" sort of guy. Call it what you will, but it's the thought that counts.

At least that's what I reckon... right?

Oh well. I hope you guys enjoy this pic. Stay Frosty! ^^

Art by me.
Made using Garry's Mod.
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Comments: 6

MasterPeace2016 [2016-08-28 07:12:28 +0000 UTC]

Haha, I feel ya, bro.

I've got so many characters and most of them are debating which should be my persona XD

Oh, and you're welcome, Muzzy-chan :3

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MasterChica1987 In reply to MasterPeace2016 [2016-08-28 11:08:54 +0000 UTC]

So you know what it's like to have a civil war in your own head. Stressful as it may be, but thankfully, it doesn't last.

But heck, I much prefer the bunny-sona anyway... >w<

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FireSparkle1997 [2016-08-25 06:15:20 +0000 UTC]

"(direct quote) a perfectionist". Seems like we both are matching in this.
Anyways... Had, like, one character behind me in entire story... Spiral Knights... Someday, same thing happened... Got tired of it. Though, scrapped it entirely. Never got back to it.

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MasterChica1987 In reply to FireSparkle1997 [2016-08-25 10:47:19 +0000 UTC]

Heh, at least I'm not the only one who had an identity crisis.

That's usually me too, any character I end up not liking, I just scrap them. It's the exact same with my personas. But I guess they're all not happy with me now...

Thanks a bunch, Fire.

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FireSparkle1997 In reply to MasterChica1987 [2016-08-27 16:47:00 +0000 UTC]

Always welcome, my dear pal!

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MasterChica1987 In reply to FireSparkle1997 [2016-08-28 00:48:29 +0000 UTC]

^^

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