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Published: 2016-10-11 21:45:42 +0000 UTC; Views: 3832; Favourites: 186; Downloads: 0
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Description Hello Friends...!
I am back.. (: ♥
Thank you for waiting if you did..
And all the loving support..
I am sorry for having been gone for so long, but I needed to sort out a lot of things...
I hope you will continue to have patience with me... 
Please try to take care of yourselves..!
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Comments: 94

momo-lucario [2017-06-23 01:42:03 +0000 UTC]

i adore this, i've felt just this way; at least, that's the way i feel looking at it, i don't know exactly what meaning it holds for you...
always so happy to see your art whenever i remember to check in, but sad to see your suffering. 

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paintausea In reply to momo-lucario [2017-06-29 02:16:51 +0000 UTC]

That's alright... We all suffer..
Thank you for keeping a little space of memory for me..

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momo-lucario In reply to paintausea [2017-08-11 16:36:41 +0000 UTC]

we all do suffer, but that doesn't mean it should be okay or normal or something that isn't sad and deserving of compassion/caring. you know? and you are suffering a lot. i don't know the half of it, i'm sure, but your art conveys so much that it makes me feel like i do. i'm sad to see that you're suffering so immensely.
and, of course. you're a big inspiration to me, and i admire you, even though we haven't talked very much, and i keep forgetting to come back and check on this place. 

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paintausea In reply to momo-lucario [2017-08-21 16:01:31 +0000 UTC]

Thank you.. (: .. 
If it is easier.. I also have instagram, facebook and tumblr to go back to...
But we all are busy these days.. It is hard to keep up with all these things.. 
I'm astonished how much you sympathize with me even though we have not spoken as much, but just through my art..
It gives me a bit of confidence.. Thank you..

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momo-lucario In reply to paintausea [2017-10-15 00:07:31 +0000 UTC]

your art has a soul in it that touches mine when i see it. it's hard to explain. i can't wholeheartedly understand, because i am not you, but it makes me feel like i do. it speaks so strongly and connects so well because it speaks so clearly. 
i'm sorry i'm so bad at this. 

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paintausea In reply to momo-lucario [2017-10-18 16:56:54 +0000 UTC]

You are not at all.. I perfectly understand... Thank you!

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momo-lucario In reply to paintausea [2017-10-18 23:48:12 +0000 UTC]

you're welcome, always! i hope one day happiness will grace you, or at least that you can at least find some sort of peace. 

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snowball1948 [2017-03-20 20:28:25 +0000 UTC]

Love this good to see you back

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paintausea In reply to snowball1948 [2017-04-18 11:06:38 +0000 UTC]

Ah..
Have disappeared again..

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shimriya [2016-10-26 06:55:33 +0000 UTC]

I didn't know those were ants and thought they were stitches.  I really like the softness.  She is very cute.

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Exekiella [2016-10-22 20:19:29 +0000 UTC]

I found it fascinating that the thumbnail makes her eyes look dead... until you actually click on it for a full view, a tiny piece of gleaming hope. (:

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paintausea In reply to Exekiella [2016-10-26 18:00:38 +0000 UTC]

It is  a small detail that shines out a big thing.. thank you for noticing that small detail..

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chinopisces [2016-10-22 01:39:50 +0000 UTC]

this is happening to me...

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paintausea In reply to chinopisces [2016-10-26 19:13:01 +0000 UTC]

I'm so sorry, dear...
Talk to me...
Can I do something..?

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chinopisces In reply to paintausea [2016-10-30 02:15:02 +0000 UTC]

no...i don't ever want to make you sad again. sorry...

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paintausea In reply to chinopisces [2016-11-13 15:11:32 +0000 UTC]

Being sad is just an important emotional response as being happy is...

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chinopisces In reply to paintausea [2016-11-16 23:46:08 +0000 UTC]

that's true....but i don't like myself when i make you sad...

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paintausea In reply to chinopisces [2017-02-06 12:34:41 +0000 UTC]

I don't really the recall having _you_ made me sad..
perhaps of the events that have been going on around us..

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chinopisces In reply to paintausea [2017-03-14 18:29:24 +0000 UTC]

i'm glad...i would hate myself if i ever gave you a bad memory.

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paintausea In reply to chinopisces [2017-03-16 14:12:39 +0000 UTC]

Don't worry, Chino..

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chinopisces In reply to paintausea [2017-04-06 22:59:36 +0000 UTC]

i always worry about you...i just want you to be happy...

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paintausea In reply to chinopisces [2017-04-18 10:54:05 +0000 UTC]

Me too... Me too...

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CopicCreation12 [2016-10-21 23:21:49 +0000 UTC]

Welcome back! I'm really glad you're back!

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paintausea In reply to CopicCreation12 [2016-10-26 19:13:41 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much, Copic! Glad to see you are here...

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CopicCreation12 In reply to paintausea [2016-10-29 01:53:07 +0000 UTC]

Thank you! Reading your reply made my day!

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paintausea In reply to CopicCreation12 [2017-02-06 12:37:44 +0000 UTC]

(: !

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CCL-sama [2016-10-18 21:43:28 +0000 UTC]

Welcome back! The highlight of this pic is her eye. Showing off a small fragment of "hope".

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paintausea In reply to CCL-sama [2016-10-21 10:45:52 +0000 UTC]

I did manage to change it that way as time passed working on it.. (:
I'm glad you saw how important it was!

Thank you! 

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Melpothalya [2016-10-17 05:11:45 +0000 UTC]

If there are ants crawling out, then there must've been sweetness inside. 

I'm happy you're back. 

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paintausea In reply to Melpothalya [2016-10-17 12:13:08 +0000 UTC]

My goodness... that is such a sweet way to look at it...
This made me smile. Thank you (:

Hehe.. ♥ It is nice to be back!

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Melpothalya In reply to paintausea [2016-10-20 16:11:26 +0000 UTC]

♥♥♥

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Rokatsu [2016-10-15 09:41:28 +0000 UTC]

I seriously adore your art. 

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paintausea In reply to Rokatsu [2016-10-17 12:13:35 +0000 UTC]

Aaaaww.. thank you...
Always nice to hear (:

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Scriddles [2016-10-15 06:47:40 +0000 UTC]

Damn, this piece really fits me these days.

How did you learn to draw so well? I wish I could express myself this skillfully.

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paintausea In reply to Scriddles [2016-10-17 12:15:40 +0000 UTC]

I see we share the common flood exhaustion..!

I am self taught... and I listen to my feelings very often and imagine what they would look like..
That is all! Sometimes you need to listen to yourself more in a silent respectful way..
They are just as important as you.. (:

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Cerecin [2016-10-13 01:35:26 +0000 UTC]

"Man, we're getting up there. Physically we're young, but inside we're old and falling apart." -Something that stuck.

Great to see you back Kapani! Take your time and do what you gotta do! The lot of us (or at least I) support you!

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paintausea In reply to Cerecin [2016-10-13 08:19:22 +0000 UTC]

Hello dear Cerecin! It's so nice to see you're still here as well.. (:
keep the quotes coming! They accompany my artwork so nicely..

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xSuyrius [2016-10-12 21:42:51 +0000 UTC]

so amazing love your art <3

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paintausea In reply to xSuyrius [2016-10-13 08:18:28 +0000 UTC]

Thank you <3

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SalmanAboFaisal [2016-10-12 20:23:59 +0000 UTC]

ɴιce worĸ  

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paintausea In reply to SalmanAboFaisal [2016-10-13 08:12:57 +0000 UTC]

Thank you! -bows-

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RotmetX [2016-10-12 20:21:22 +0000 UTC]

do not worry it is nice to see you again...

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paintausea In reply to RotmetX [2016-10-13 08:13:14 +0000 UTC]

Thank you RotmetX... so nice to see you again as well and still here among us (:

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Kuragari1988 [2016-10-12 20:04:50 +0000 UTC]

Total gruselig, weil das eine Auge noch glänzt (lebt) und das andere schon ganz matt (tot) ist. ._. lass dir Zeit beim Zeichnen und vor allem lass es dir gut gehen.

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paintausea In reply to Kuragari1988 [2016-10-13 08:18:10 +0000 UTC]

Vielen, vielen Dank... Das ist sehr lieb von dir. 
Gute Beobachtung.. (: 
Gefällt mir das dir das aufgefallen ist..!

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Kuragari1988 In reply to paintausea [2016-10-13 15:53:26 +0000 UTC]

Ja gerne und ... ja manches fällt mir auf, manches werde ich sicher auch schon übersehen haben. Mir fällt im RealLife immer gleich auf, ob Spannungen zwischen den Personen sind. Sehr anstrengend x_x

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paintausea In reply to Kuragari1988 [2016-10-17 18:15:33 +0000 UTC]

Dann hast du ein gutes Gefühl für andere! (:
Ich weiß aber was du meinst.. mir ist das auch sehr unangenehm wenn so was passiert..

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Candraz [2016-10-12 19:24:34 +0000 UTC]

Glad you're back ! And with awsome art like usual <3 ! (Her eye is beautiful :3)

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paintausea In reply to Candraz [2016-10-13 08:20:01 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much! I did take more time with the eye, so I'm glad you like it (:

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CBwolf97 [2016-10-12 16:55:44 +0000 UTC]

Dark inpressive 

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