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Vivienne95 โ My anorexia story
Published: 2013-02-24 18:20:25 +0000 UTC; Views: 3495; Favourites: 9; Downloads: 0
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i'm recovering but i'm unhealed yet..the second photo was taken the last summer when i was recovered into a qualified place which saved me.
I was going to die..
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Your before photo reminds me so much of pictures of my wife of 28 years when she was around that age, almost 40 years ago.ย So, naturally, I think you were beautiful.ย Seeing other pictures of you here, you are a very pretty young lady, and I hope that these newer pictures are signs that your recovery is continuing.
Here is a fatherly 
Possa Dio aiutare a trovare la forza di cui avete bisogno per perseverare.
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Hold on girl, girl hold on. It's gonna be alright. Your gonna see the light.
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hey hey girl why you suffered so? I wish you recover fast enough and never give up eating
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You are beautiful, please heal..and always. always be kind to yourself.
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i'm fighting very hardly, and i'm going to get the most important goal: acceptance.
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Acceptance. That is the most wise thing to hear. Self acceptance is something a lot of people struggle with, each in their own way. look in the mirror and love, appreciate and celebrate the wonderful person you see there
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you're too lovely <3
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..not all the time 
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i think you were perfectly healthy before <3 im glad you're getting better though :3
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thank you, I'm fighting this hard battle and I'm still far from the goal. Yesterday evening I've had dinner with my friends for the first time after the eating disorder. It's been positive but veeeery difficult
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well i hope for the best for you <3
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thank you honey 
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wow!!
can i ask you how it is, as i have no notion or know any one that has been through this
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It's impossible to explain something as complicated as ANA in one only comment. If I had to use a metaphor I would say It's a scary ravine.
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oh wow!!
good thing you were able to climb out of it
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Wow... What a story. Thank God you're okay.
But take care of your health! That's important.
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yes, I know, thank you
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You're welcome!
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thanks, your support is important to me
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You will be fine. Take it one step at a time. Ignore society and find what makes you happy and healthy.
Scott
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I'm glad you're getting better. I know that sometimes it's hard to like what one sees in the mirror, but I guess we all just have to work with what we have; there are times where I hate myself because I'm too fat (and I really am, even my doctors tell me I need to lose weight) and I can't see myself wanting to go on with it, but I know that, in order to be happy in life, I must be comfortable with who I am. I still have a ways to go, just like most people on this planet, but I suppose those of us who are trying to be good to ourselves (like you, me, and maybe a lot of others) are going to be the ones who can teach the rest that there's no shame in being human and imperfect.
In short, I admire you for sharing this story and I hope that others learn from it too. And congratulations on beginning to heal yourself; it takes a lot of courage to admit when one has a problem.
And, I'd like to say, you're very pretty, so that when you are completely healed, I hope you remember that.
You deserve a hug for your awesomeness!
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Ohh thank you so much for your comment, it really makes me happy
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No problem. And you're absolutely right about society! People can be mean and weird sometimes. Society also contradicts itself, doesn't it? I mean, they press you with the idea that thin is attractive, but then they try to 'help' people by giving them fast food, which is unhealthy. Because of society's obsession with convenience, we are becoming something we don't want to be. But then when society says 'you're fat!' we get all bent out of shape and become sickly in one of two ways: we're obsessed with weight so we eat less or throw it up, or we eat more and get even more depressed. I don't like society's paradoxical ideas of what people should be. I think all the advertisers need to get a clue and just help people be who they are as a person. That is what is most important. Am I right?
Yes, I hope the world can find a good equilibrium; we all need to try and be comfortable with who we are first before trying to improve ourselves because of the things we are not. If we want to change, we should do it because it will make us better. Not different.
I support you too. It really must be hard, but be glad you are a strong person. You'll get to your healthy weight again and be happy with who you are. I'm certain of that. It also helps when you have true friends around to be your cheerleaders.
Hugs and kisses back, my friend!
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Your words are absolutely right my friend 
good luck <3
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Yay!
Good luck to you too!
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