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13thefreerunner In reply to StitchpunkGem [2020-03-26 20:42:57 +0000 UTC]

I haven't talked to her in months and it's not my place to give you updates on other people.

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StitchpunkGem In reply to 13thefreerunner [2020-03-26 21:06:52 +0000 UTC]

   Gee, thanks.

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13thefreerunner In reply to StitchpunkGem [2020-03-26 21:08:18 +0000 UTC]

Sorry, I know you're talking shit about wanting to delete her art behind her back too and you expect her to be alright with that?

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13thefreerunner In reply to StitchpunkGem [2020-03-24 21:12:13 +0000 UTC]

Ah right, To be frank I would like to see this journal just so I can understand some of the things you have mentioned in the past like for example.

- Yellow and white roses which me having limited knowledge on floriography I think has something to do with purehearted friendship but I'm not too certain and I was planning on running that by you.
- The struggle for hope and the whole ignorance thing. I actually don't get what you mean by that but maybe I tend to separate my beliefs from characters, media and that. 
 I would like to see the journal because I am a bit confused. Also, please be honest here but what happened between you and warriorgirl that 'caused a falling out? I won't be mad or anything, I just wanna know with full clarity why you are constantly getting blocked?

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StitchpunkGem In reply to 13thefreerunner [2020-03-24 22:06:08 +0000 UTC]

   My relationship with Warrior Girl is more complicated than most think. I just don't know where to start, though.
   Are you sure you really want to see this journal? Because this is about how and why I came to hate... you know what. What if you're offended or think I'm... I'm...

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13thefreerunner In reply to StitchpunkGem [2020-03-24 22:13:03 +0000 UTC]

 I'm totally fine with seeing it. I don't usually get offended by things, if anything I tend to challenge what people think and usually accept it when others do. So an explanation would be helpful more than anything.

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StitchpunkGem In reply to 13thefreerunner [2020-03-24 22:22:33 +0000 UTC]

   *sigh*… If you insist... because I really do **cking hate... you know what, and I do really think my hate has some purpose or meaning. You know what I'm talking about, right?

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13thefreerunner In reply to StitchpunkGem [2020-03-24 22:35:21 +0000 UTC]

I'm no mind reader sadly

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StitchpunkGem In reply to 13thefreerunner [2020-03-24 23:50:40 +0000 UTC]

   Remember, freaking out over pairings not just because it's a bad shipping, but because of the lack of awareness or hope as well?

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13thefreerunner In reply to StitchpunkGem [2020-03-24 23:53:06 +0000 UTC]

I get it now let's see this journal then

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StitchpunkGem In reply to 13thefreerunner [2020-03-25 04:01:07 +0000 UTC]

    Actually I have it divided into three short parts so we could discuss it little by little. Here's the first part: How I Came to Hate 9x7 Part 1

   I don't have a good feeling about this. *sigh*...F*ck me. Let's get this over with. Please, don't let your response take too long, and please, don't be too judgmental or challenging of my beliefs. I have to put up with such things often and I'm nervous enough already. I've already lost enough hope. Not even Kouta thinks or cares about 9's true angel anymore. Hope is dead and I don't want anyone to tell me to just get over it. I just want someone who can relate. 

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13thefreerunner In reply to StitchpunkGem [2020-03-25 13:52:21 +0000 UTC]

I've read the journal and it makes sense now. You like 9x5 and saw that their relationship is more developed than others (I see that myself). As well as the fact that film brings you doubt about the afterlife. You're afraid that people will leave by choice or not and & is a perfectly valid fear. We're all afraid of the unknown and of being alone, I get that now.

  My only problem with this isn't the beliefs you have or the fear that the concept gives you. The problem which everyone has told you is the knee jerk way in which you respond to others. And I've seen you scream at people over them having a different opinion, I've seen your statuses where you cry because someone did something you didn't agree with. This is why people have a problem with you, it isn't the fact that you like 9 and 5 nor the fact that wish for comfort from those you may of lost. I'm trying to say this in a way that does not come off as judgemental, I do not have anything against you or how you feel about things. My problem is how you act on them. I feel that you're projecting your turmoil onto other people's work which isn't healthy at all.

Personally, I'd recommend Samaritans or a therapist www.samaritansusa.org/contact.…

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StitchpunkGem In reply to 13thefreerunner [2020-03-25 13:59:38 +0000 UTC]

    There are two other parts you need to read: How I Came to Hate 9x7 Part 2

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13thefreerunner In reply to StitchpunkGem [2020-03-25 14:03:14 +0000 UTC]

alright and what about part 3?

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StitchpunkGem In reply to 13thefreerunner [2020-03-25 14:09:14 +0000 UTC]

   How I Came to Hate 9x7 Part 3
   

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13thefreerunner In reply to StitchpunkGem [2020-03-25 14:15:45 +0000 UTC]

My initial comment still stands, there's nothing wrong with disliking a pairing but the way you've acted on this distaste still leads me to beg you to see a therapist or talk to samaritans

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StitchpunkGem In reply to 13thefreerunner [2020-03-25 23:11:27 +0000 UTC]

   Well then, I guess since you aren't responding, you really think I am crazy. Sorry I don't want to become normal and that I want to try to find a better kind of hope.

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13thefreerunner In reply to StitchpunkGem [2020-03-26 01:14:25 +0000 UTC]

The problem isn't your beliefs bud, it never was in the first place. We can all like and dislike whatever and have our own reasons emotional or even spiritual reasons. I love 9 because it helped me through a tough period in my life and I owe many things to Shane Acker because of that. I disagree with Christians for the most part and I'm usually quite civil with them unless they start harassing others and getting offended over everything because of it. There is nothing wrong with being abnormal, some of us have kooky takes on life and some of us express ourselves in ways which have been looked down upon. But getting mad over a pairing for some spiritual reason isn't quirky, it's mentally unhealthy. Those are usually symptoms of zealotry which is a horrible rabbit hole to be in and I am concerned about that most of all. I wouldn't mind if you were expressing your views in art or if you discussed them like you did in those journals you linked. But deeming the pairing as evil and putting so much significance on it when all it really is, is an poorly developed overrated pairing concerns me. That is all, and those times where you've had panic attacks because an artists didn't draw ghosts your way isn't just a "different opinion" at that point, it's concerning behaviour. 
I guess I'm blunt with the way I say things, that is on behalf of my Mancunian heritage. 

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