BENknighted In reply to KenedyStorm [2014-12-24 10:39:07 +0000 UTC]

hey alex, i just arrived in new jersey from philippines like 2 days ago- im spending the holidays here with my family.
i know, same to you too lol you havent sent me any msgs .

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KenedyStorm In reply to BENknighted [2014-12-24 12:35:50 +0000 UTC]

I was away shipping for 5 months xD Ive travelled the half planet so far and the ship has no internet And when I came back to Greece I had studies and stuff so I havent been that busy. I hope you have fun with your parents at Philipines! (I havent visit philippines...yet )

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BENknighted In reply to KenedyStorm [2014-12-25 16:25:05 +0000 UTC]

I haven't visited Greece either. haha- no, my parents are here in New Jersey, USA. Im spending holidays w them here. I'll be backin Philippines after new year because Im studying my college there.

well, how long are going to stay there? when are you going back to ship?

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KenedyStorm In reply to BENknighted [2014-12-25 19:29:32 +0000 UTC]

Im going back to the ship at June (maybe Ill visit America this time xD) and I go back to Greece around February. Ill be gone for like 8-9 months IF everything goes ok with my studies. For now Im staying in Greece with my parents.

How are your studies go?

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BENknighted In reply to KenedyStorm [2014-12-25 22:44:25 +0000 UTC]

its been tough- im always praying for miracles lol all these requirements and all these notes, sometimes i am thinking of giving up- my course is killing me. but when i think it over, i could handle it anyway. because here i am still pursuing it.

u alex, how's life? i remember but correct me if i am wrong, u have a wife or fiancee right? how's she?

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KenedyStorm In reply to BENknighted [2014-12-25 22:50:52 +0000 UTC]

No, I had only a girlfriend but we broke up almost a month before I go to the ship Nah, I am not ready to get married or engaged yet (too young for that xD). I know how you feel about your university. Mine are not any better (nautical astronomy, meteorology, mat, science and more). Too much reading and calculations but I can make it

My life so far is pretty boring with too many "lows" (fights with family/friends and stuff like that) Staying ashore just isnt the thing for me. I love travelling and sea, so I cant wait to travel again, even if my job is dangerous and tiring

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BENknighted In reply to KenedyStorm [2014-12-26 18:21:15 +0000 UTC]

im sorry. so ur back to being single now huh? yeah me too. too young to be thinking such thing

u kinda bit the opposite me. I hate traveling, most of my time I am just here. I only travel when I really needed to.
but you see, it might not be my comfort  however it mustve been soo great going into the strange tides. I wish my life could be exciting as yours.

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KenedyStorm In reply to BENknighted [2014-12-26 18:35:03 +0000 UTC]

Exciting maybe xD Mostly its dangerous (piracies, hijacks, the ship may get damaged, weather etc.) I dont really like staying at one place for too long, so traveling to new places sounds amazing and perfect for me. Still, if I could find a place where I would REALLY like it, I wouldnt mind staying there forever without traveling again you know

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BENknighted In reply to KenedyStorm [2014-12-27 16:19:57 +0000 UTC]

yeah, i understand. I feel the same thing too. but in the process i was hoping I could find myself first before settling down for anything.

hey I was wondering, why did u happen to msg me so sudden? 

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KenedyStorm In reply to BENknighted [2014-12-27 23:07:16 +0000 UTC]

Well, because we havent tralked for a while due to the circumstances I did want to send ya but I couldnt

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BENknighted In reply to KenedyStorm [2014-12-28 20:31:42 +0000 UTC]

oh i see. well it was nice talking with you again. I miss talking to someone on DA, so

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KenedyStorm In reply to BENknighted [2014-12-28 22:22:30 +0000 UTC]

I dont really talk to people in DA either, only to the few I know like you

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BENknighted In reply to KenedyStorm [2014-12-29 12:01:02 +0000 UTC]

may I ask why? I mean a lot of people should interact w each other dont you think that would be much more fun?

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KenedyStorm In reply to BENknighted [2014-12-29 13:07:06 +0000 UTC]

You see, not many people really understand me and im a bit antisocial. I guess im afraid of talking to new people "out of the blue". Still I do agree it would be really awesome if we could talk to many people openly and easily "in an instant", bit societies just made us too selfish to talk to people we dont know very well.

Sometimes i think that you cant make friends via internet and that people just...fake...and this ifea trully hurts. For example right now a "friend" of mine started attacking me and fighting me for no reason at all...just because someone made him angry and he wanted to have a fight with someone, he picked me as his vicitm

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BENknighted In reply to KenedyStorm [2014-12-30 18:17:27 +0000 UTC]

I have met a lot of true people through the internet and Idk if it just happens that people who feel lonely and alone gathers themselves from different areas in the world to here. There are billions of people living in the world and you have no idea how many feels the same way you do right now and how they wanted to change everything as much as you do now. Whenever I am broken and feel that there's no way to turn this around? I put in my mind that there are alot of people who feels like this right now that I am not alone. I could sometimes even say that I'd rather facing the pc the whole day and talk to my friends on it than being with people who are physically there but makes you feel like a ghost. I dont know if I make any sense to you lmao.

you brawl him back because he's a jerk.


and you happen to think I understand you?

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KenedyStorm In reply to BENknighted [2014-12-30 18:34:43 +0000 UTC]

I meant that not many people irl can understand me since I dont really talk. I actually understood 100% what you just said and I agree because I have been through the same stuff. Its rare to actually find physical people who will be there for you and not make you feel like a ghost. You see, I am one of these people who cant talk as good as they write. Just think that if we were next to eachother I doubt if I would have said half of the stuff I have typed so far. Internet actually provides some kind of safety to us. No matter the distance, people can hurt us but can also like us. They cant be there for us physically to pick you up if you fall or lend you money if you really need it but they can at least try to provide some comfort with their words and help you move on

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BENknighted In reply to KenedyStorm [2015-01-01 16:34:19 +0000 UTC]

but its never the same as you hear it from them rather than you reading the typed words only.
I couldn't agree more about what you said. oh no, please i dont mind you talking if we would have met personally.
lol and besides, alex what are you so afraid of?

I go a vietnamese friend and yet he may not able to speakfluently in english but he tries to. he may even initiate voice calling me.
we have talked several times and though I may not have understood quite well of everything he said, I just admire how he seems to not mind at all.

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KenedyStorm In reply to BENknighted [2015-01-01 22:20:17 +0000 UTC]

I know irl people from other countries as well (england, russia, ukraine, tanzania, australia). They know a few greek words (like goodmorning and things like that) but we manage to communicate in english. Not all of them speak fluently, especial Tanzanian, Russian and Ukrainian people but they try and learn. Its really nice actually meeting people with different believes, ways of life and goes on. Once me and a Tanzanian crew member (he was a deck cadet) were discussing the fruits that our countries have. We had literally one fruit in common; oranges, which we both found funny. We had different dangers, different fears, way of living...everything was different and yet fascinating.

I can type easier than talk because...I have no idea, trully xD There are people out there who are charismatic but lack the ability to write properly. I do the exact opposite; I can write you ANYTHING you want but I just cant talk properly. I guess typing is my...inspiration? No idea.

And what do you mean with what am I afraid of? lol

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BENknighted In reply to KenedyStorm [2015-01-28 09:50:52 +0000 UTC]

sorry, ive been quite busy lex

umm what i mean was, why are you so afraid trying to talk? everything u imagined and dream of is just behind those fears your having

how are you btw?

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KenedyStorm In reply to BENknighted [2015-01-29 14:19:02 +0000 UTC]

I am getting now 3 days off academy and final exams are close so i am getting busier and busier over time xD

Fears are fears. They are created from something that happened in the past and it keeps haunting us. Its hard to get over them and I cant get over mine as well. Unfortunately my fear didint come from imaginations and dreams but people themselves

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BENknighted In reply to KenedyStorm [2015-04-04 16:14:05 +0000 UTC]

hey alex wat's up? have not heard of you for a while. I am sorry for not able to talk to you because I am busy. I hope youre doing great. stay safe. hit me up as soon as u get this

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KenedyStorm In reply to BENknighted [2015-04-04 19:57:45 +0000 UTC]

I have been pretty busy myself as well lately. At least now we have Easter vacations and the academy will be closed for 15 days, so at last Ill relax a bit! xD Its ok, no need to apologise, I feel you. I am pretty good now, trying to relax and rest for as much as I can haha How have you been Ben? I believe everything will be good

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BENknighted In reply to Chipgon [2014-11-18 12:29:47 +0000 UTC]

what does that mean?

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Chipgon In reply to BENknighted [2014-11-18 16:14:44 +0000 UTC]

Your deviation

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BENknighted In reply to Chipgon [2014-11-21 12:16:39 +0000 UTC]

gosh, i think i am passing this one out, bro

i got so busy with school again. But Ill still be uploading it soon enough but not now.
i am sorry. 

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Chipgon In reply to BENknighted [2014-11-21 14:04:06 +0000 UTC]

Passing what?
Oh, the contest ? That I editted, the deadline is far from next year, lol

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BENknighted In reply to Chipgon [2014-11-22 06:25:17 +0000 UTC]

what? really? you moved it till next year? no way. when exactly?

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Chipgon In reply to BENknighted [2014-11-22 11:20:18 +0000 UTC]

I havent thinking about it yet
But I will remove both deadline.

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BENknighted In reply to pitadragon [2014-08-21 00:50:26 +0000 UTC]

no problem, u deserved it

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BENknighted In reply to Chipgon [2014-03-03 10:16:22 +0000 UTC]

heeeyy, li'l bro- sorry- our internet just got messed up- 

maan, thank you for the points, wher'd u get it btw?

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Chipgon In reply to BENknighted [2014-03-03 10:38:55 +0000 UTC]

Print sell

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BENknighted In reply to Chipgon [2014-03-03 10:53:18 +0000 UTC]

i dont know how to do that Dx

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Chipgon In reply to BENknighted [2014-03-03 12:27:40 +0000 UTC]

I just setup premium print available and wait xD

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BENknighted In reply to Chipgon [2014-01-29 15:24:19 +0000 UTC]

lolol, li'l bro- u bliv this? xD

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Chipgon In reply to BENknighted [2014-01-29 23:30:37 +0000 UTC]

Yeah xD

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BENknighted In reply to PincerAttack [2014-01-26 07:20:57 +0000 UTC]

what happened to ur old one?

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PincerAttack In reply to BENknighted [2014-01-26 14:11:30 +0000 UTC]

Well, my old one was a bit cluttered, so I made a new one.
Hope it wasn't much of a hassle.

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BENknighted In reply to PincerAttack [2014-01-29 15:24:49 +0000 UTC]

no. not at all- why wud it be? well, enjoy w ur new one

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PincerAttack In reply to BENknighted [2014-01-29 22:14:55 +0000 UTC]

Sure, thanks.

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BENknighted In reply to Chipgon [2014-01-11 12:59:36 +0000 UTC]

yup- this is me.

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