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Vennie-Kitty
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[2015-07-24 18:45:24 +0000 UTC]
"MmMmMm...scrumptious"
(United States)
# Statistics
Favourites: 15082; Deviations: 471; Watchers: 237
Watching: 189; Pageviews: 22693; Comments Made: 2224; Friends: 189
# Comments
Comments: 714
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my boyfriend singing the bone song to me is the shit
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id like to know but also i dont hanjadfjda
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i am very confused on how i am as a person
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my boyfriend singing love songs to makes me smile sm im so luckyΒ
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blood mention in the comments below for anyone who possibly looks at this or future me if ive got an issue with it cause fairΒ
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not only that but my shoulders are also really rancid cause i keep picking at those too just from like acne and shit which ALSO goes for my face too cause u h,,, thats bad too but with my shoulder uhhh it just kinda happens and im out of it for a moment or focused and ah shit my shoulders bleeding yknow??? its not doing any serious harm its just getting blood everywhere and being annoying but i rlly dont want anyone to worry cause i feel like this happens with most people??? idk im sure itll go away when i leave the houseΒ
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time to get another bald spot on the top of my head hb
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bleh this is gonna sound kinda gross but for whatever reason ive started to pick at my skin again and pull out my hair until it bleeds so now ive got a big nasty scab on the top of my head and its got all this dead skin around it so it gets all flaky in my hair and i know i should cut it out but idk half the time i dont even think abt itΒ
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reminder to myself that I don't have to explain why things make me uncomfy if i dont want to so fuck you
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anger anger anger
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like i know its my fault for being so careless and forgetful but still
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homophobes/transphobes can suck my ass cause now im shit my pants afraid for existing and making my lil animal island even the tiniest bit gay fuck yall
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hbb i feel really afraid rn cause my dad wanted to see my animal crossing island and not only is my name nick on there but i also have the most masculine look the trans flag as my island flag AND my message as be gay do crime which he all saw and im shit pants scared cause he didnt say anything but like fuck me im so on edge esp cause of quarantine being stuck with him in the same house for w e e k s just fuck idk what to do,,,Β Β
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this night started with me crying and listening to rock to calm down to being really productive and listening to ddr songsΒ
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can i go over and see my boyfriend PLEASE i need it more than anything else rn cause im SO PISSED and i just want to hold him and vibe so i can calm down
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that and ANIMAL CROSSING AWAWAWAAW
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something i do enjoy abt school being cancelled tho is more time for art and friends!Β
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with all this school cancelling stuff the only thing i enjoyed abt going to school is getting away from my house not to sound dramatic or anything im just kinda tired of them and all this misgendering and trans/homophobia is getting to me more rn than ever which is stinky and i hate itΒ Β
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Oh and my mom might need another surgery so time for my dad to cheat on her while sheβs in recovery
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Having a crisis at Disney π³ more likely than you think
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I fucking swear Iβm gonna end up having a breakdown at this Disney hotel if my mom mentions the end of all times or the great wraith one more time like fuck off youβre telling two kids that basically theyβre more than likely not going to live out their lives cause itβs gonna be over soon if the world keeps going down this path like!!!!! Fuck I hate hearing this shit at literally 6:38 in the morning!!!! I hate hearing it at all but especially when Iβm exhausted and about to start my long day!!!!!! I want to go home so bad so I can take some time away from my family which just ugh fuckity fuck fuck fuck
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josh a i could really use that new song now please
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like.....hb.......pwese.........learn.....
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why do i do this to myself
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its a weird feeling
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one day i wont have to deal with this shit its nothing but a constant annoyance at this point and i cant wait to move on from it like what the fuck.............. hb every lil thought i have abt it just makes me so angry and confused and just makes me wanna vanish and move onto like something newΒ
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i love when my dad calls me the r slur :/
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shut it fucker i just cant with you huh
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DIE TO LIVE cause its got that up beat sound and ahahahahahahahahaha its like we know abt the law but that wont get us far like AHA MY VIBES!!!!! LET IT BURN LET IT BΒ U R N its so edgy i love it mwah volbeat gets my dark heart and soulΒ
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2 by khary also reminds me of my bf but also the number 2 is really really important to me right now cause im 2 years away from being able to leave my family behind after years of mental health which obviously isnt too terrible compared to other peoples house holds and things like that but it still messes with me and i can just be free to be me i can cut my hair!!! wear what i want!!! see who i want!!! pursue what i want!! get t!!! get my surgerys!!!!! its all gonna change when those 2 years come ive come this far baby theres no stopping me now last year i didnt think i was gonna make it to the end of highschool and now i have motivation to not only finish highschool but go to college!! I've got more motivation than ever to work harder in my studies art and actually work one day cause now i have a reason to work harder and thats getting out!!! my boyfriend and I talk abt our fantasy apartment and how its got both of our personalities in it like his more pastel look and my...e d g y l o o k and honestly i live for that!!! i want to make it happen so bad!!!! so i gotta work harder so that it can!!!! im still gonna work on myself of course self care is so so important and im trying to work on it more cause its sexy as f u c k and also 2 talks abt small stuff like watching anime with someone like hehe could be us I DONT EVEN WATCH ANIME THAT MUCH BUT STILL FHNJAKF whatever idk what the future holds but thatll come when..i t d o e s ??? y e a h
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Can't Smile Without You reminds me of my bf so much like damn i just feel so more comfy around him and i probably only feel that way around one other person just truly at peace and relaxed and safe everyone else i feel like ive got to have my guard up prepared for an attack or sumn idk its not like i dislike them its just not as natural??? maybe its a time thing??? who knows anyways i just love him a lot and hes so comforting and means the world to me ofc i know this could always be temporary but for once im fine with living in the now and not the future fuck commitment issues with people my boyfriends just changed that around for me which i never thought would happen but surprise it did and just wow!!! finally some good fucking feelings... i get worried i bring him up too much but fuck that this is my diary area and i'll post whatever the fuck i want so mwah mwah im gonna give my boyfriend a big ol smoochΒ
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time to getΒ : c at songs
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hi the nick family is in more shambles rn please call back another time
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i think it just fucks with me when anyone does that to my mom like obvs people dont know usually but its not harmful to just repeat yourself if something wasnt completely clear its no ones fault obvs just ugh its frustrating i guess and also my brother does that to my mom too like!!! you know she cant hear stop being an ass abt it!
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but ofc i forgot who i was talking abt here my asshole dad who doesnt give an actual shit abt whether his family could live or die
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as much as i dont get along with my mom it does fuck with me that my dad treats her like shit like fuck man he gets so mad at her cause she cant hear him and that he has to repeat himself twice but she has literally had a brain tumor and is deaf in one ear because of it thats literally not her fault and maybe just MAYBE you should be nicer abt it
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shut up SHUT UP SHUT UP!!!
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