XToxicCatX In reply to zufe [2015-05-18 21:59:49 +0000 UTC]

I honestly wasn't planning to.
Its literally the only comfort i have left.

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zufe In reply to XToxicCatX [2015-05-19 04:53:31 +0000 UTC]

I'm glad,
because I really think this account means a lot ; o ;

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MaybeAlive In reply to Moanokuma [2015-02-07 10:06:06 +0000 UTC]

HOLY SHIT KORRA,

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Moanokuma In reply to MaybeAlive [2015-02-07 11:01:28 +0000 UTC]

HAHAAHHA I HAD TO OK.

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Moanokuma In reply to Nuiaq [2014-04-06 13:13:56 +0000 UTC]

She has a new account
|DDD

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Nuiaq In reply to Moanokuma [2014-04-07 01:34:12 +0000 UTC]

Ah?! I missed...

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XToxicCatX In reply to MetalWolfGemstone [2013-12-17 17:07:53 +0000 UTC]

Ah im sorry |D

im doing stuff at the moment ;w;

If you want i can leave the group and you can just add my new account c:

im still very active of the new account ;u;

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MetalWolfGemstone In reply to XToxicCatX [2013-12-17 17:09:25 +0000 UTC]

Okay I'll remove your account and you rejoin on your new one

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XToxicCatX In reply to Moanokuma [2013-12-15 14:55:17 +0000 UTC]

im doing a few things before moving XD

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Moanokuma In reply to XToxicCatX [2013-12-15 15:10:36 +0000 UTC]

okay XD

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XToxicCatX In reply to SKlTTLE [2013-12-14 14:32:48 +0000 UTC]

i wont stop loving you but..

its for the best..

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SKlTTLE In reply to XToxicCatX [2013-12-14 14:33:56 +0000 UTC]

But how...

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XToxicCatX In reply to SKlTTLE [2013-12-14 14:46:27 +0000 UTC]

I cant make us both happy

i cant deal with the stress

i cant study

i cant do anything because i always have to be there to lend a shoulder for you to cry on...

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SKlTTLE In reply to XToxicCatX [2013-12-14 14:47:36 +0000 UTC]

I know and I'm sorry for that,

I see what I have done wrong..

I understand you.

I'm such a stupid human being.

i wish I never was born.

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XToxicCatX In reply to SKlTTLE [2013-12-14 14:52:38 +0000 UTC]

its not your fault...

its mine..

i had to fuck things up

Blaming yourself is out of order

This is all me...

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SKlTTLE In reply to XToxicCatX [2013-12-14 14:54:38 +0000 UTC]

No I want to give this a chance..

I want to help you

You're still my everything..

I'm sorry

My heart is just...

You culd have told me earlier and I would have fixed it.. Please I'm not out for fighting with you....

I'm just so sad even I told my dad about it

I have been crying all night 

I havent been sleeping

I miss you

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XToxicCatX In reply to SKlTTLE [2013-12-14 15:57:03 +0000 UTC]

I miss you...

But i can do so much

I cant be that special person

there are people WAY better then me

I cant live like this

all i can be is your caring friend

I have been crying too, i dont want this but i believe it the way to go..

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SKlTTLE In reply to XToxicCatX [2013-12-14 16:03:33 +0000 UTC]

Fine.. You want me hurting even more.. I can't stay your friend... I simply can't too much is haunting me.

Yeah I'm horrible I can't take this much longer

It's just a question before I'll kill myself c: well I'm fucking horrible but I deserve to die

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XToxicCatX In reply to SKlTTLE [2013-12-14 16:08:48 +0000 UTC]

What type of human being wants to course pain for others?

No human being deserves to die Bella, your stronger then that..

But why do you want to hurt me?

do you want me to die?

do you want me to cry every day?

Do you want me to get so fed that i decide to kill myself?

do you?

You need to come to your senses that its hard to keep a relationship perfect.

I cant be there all the time

you deserve better and suicide is never the answer.

I-if you truly loved me... you wont do it..

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SKlTTLE In reply to XToxicCatX [2013-12-14 16:35:51 +0000 UTC]

it truely do but no.. You did not love me..

No..

I know I've been horrible but..

I hope you know how dead I am. I hope you know what I have gone trough now.

I hope you know.

All this happened just because of goddamn me being anxious I'm sorry I just want you back but well.

I'll die for YOU 

If you truely loved me you would have told me!

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XToxicCatX In reply to SKlTTLE [2013-12-14 16:54:26 +0000 UTC]

.. i cant believe this..

You dare say i dont love you?!

Bella i would slave myself making sure you where fine

sure, i would never tell you if i was sad because i dont want to trouble you.

But when i say 'I Love You' I mean it

If i never loved you i would have left you on the first week, and not have helped you.

I hope you understand HOW HARD IT IS FOR ME as well

I understand what you have been through but your not the only one who is going trough hell.

You do know i have fucking depression and Anxiety, I cant be in the same fucking room with people because i feel threatened and shy.

And i was only Inactive! your always unactive yet i delt with it.

But i cant i guess

i guess i cant have a break.

I guess you didn't love me..

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SKlTTLE In reply to XToxicCatX [2013-12-14 16:57:04 +0000 UTC]

I completely know you have depression and anexity.

Do you know 

I love you but no.

You won't let me help you..

You never wanted thats why I freaked out like that.

Im sorry yes I'm horrible, I can't belive someone can love me

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XToxicCatX In reply to SKlTTLE [2013-12-14 17:02:09 +0000 UTC]

i gave you chances to help..

and you gave me chances to help...

i would always go to you when i was sad..

You have hundreds of people that love you. 

You have loyal watchers and Cammy

So if you have all that then why say your horrible

When ever you put vent art up people always worry about

they care

i care

yet only a few people only fucking care for me

You have way more support then me

Yet im always the more happy one..

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SKlTTLE In reply to XToxicCatX [2013-12-14 17:07:34 +0000 UTC]

Anya

Hey why you never told me?

I don't want to fight and you ight find me annoying

I know I did mistakes and I'm sorry for that. I'm sorry fpr everything please,

You were the only person I cared for

You are my heart, my soul. 

I'm sorry

I lve you.. I love you so much..

I would change I would do everything to get you back..

I see what I have done..

I see that now.

I'm so sorry 

If you want me to go then I'll go

But I will always love you no matter what

I want you to be happy.

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XToxicCatX In reply to SKlTTLE [2013-12-14 17:18:37 +0000 UTC]

All humans make mistakes.. its normal..

Im just not ready for this..

Bella, you need to find someone better then me

someone who can always help you..

not a broken, stupid useless person like me..

i love you..

but i want to be alone and heal my cuts and scars..

i want you to be happy..

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SKlTTLE In reply to XToxicCatX [2013-12-14 17:20:25 +0000 UTC]

Anya no I won't be happy without you

You mean so much to me

Even trough you're broken

You're not useless you're such a beautiful person

I want you to stay..

I want you to...

I love you please! 

don't leave me here...

I don't need others I need you

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XToxicCatX In reply to SKlTTLE [2013-12-14 17:23:32 +0000 UTC]

Bella its not easy!

its too hard

i dont have time for love.. its hurts me

I cant be with anyone..

I love you but what im doing is for the best.

You may not see it now because your in pain...

but you will realize when time passes..

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SKlTTLE In reply to XToxicCatX [2013-12-14 17:24:41 +0000 UTC]

Fine do what you want.. But you can't talk to me..

That curses me more pain.

I promise you theres someone whos better than me.

I'm sorry

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XToxicCatX In reply to SKlTTLE [2013-12-14 17:28:30 +0000 UTC]

... I wanted to be your friend so i can still be there for you but..

You dont want me to be there? 

Bella dont be sorry

its never the end of the world

its just another beginning

you can start fresh and be happy..

i will be nothing more then a memory  

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SKlTTLE In reply to XToxicCatX [2013-12-14 17:31:01 +0000 UTC]

I would like you to be my best friend like old times

I wan't to still be that shoulder you cry on, maybe not the same way but-

Cammy made me realise alot.

I see that now..

I just... Sorry.

I guess you're right It wouldent have worked out anyways.

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XToxicCatX In reply to SKlTTLE [2013-12-14 17:36:17 +0000 UTC]

.. you have no idea how happy you just made me..

i will always be your best fired <3

i will always care about you and go to you for help.

this will soon be a memory, the past

and we will be the three best friends we where 

im sorry... im very sorry..

im just glad you have forgiven me..

Im so greatful <3

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SKlTTLE In reply to XToxicCatX [2013-12-14 17:39:12 +0000 UTC]

Yeah depression took over.

I'm sorry me you and cammy will be back at the awesome trio c:<3

Still you're my best friend,

atleast were not mad at each other

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XToxicCatX In reply to SKlTTLE [2013-12-14 17:45:45 +0000 UTC]

yay c: <333

yes i agree nun

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XToxicCatX In reply to SKlTTLE [2013-12-13 23:29:50 +0000 UTC]

Bella.. dont say that... i hurt you too.. im sorry... its all my fault.. i wanna die... 

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SKlTTLE In reply to XToxicCatX [2013-12-13 23:31:52 +0000 UTC]

Would you even care. I thought you loved me but no. Lies.

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XToxicCatX In reply to SKlTTLE [2013-12-13 23:48:31 +0000 UTC]

You think i wanted to do this? I DIDN'T

I CARE ABOUT YOU

BUT I CANT HANDLE SUCH STRESS YOU PILE ON ME

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SKlTTLE In reply to XToxicCatX [2013-12-13 23:51:58 +0000 UTC]

Well sorry.

I know how horrible I have been.

Sorry I'll leave now

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XToxicCatX In reply to Moanokuma [2013-12-13 22:51:59 +0000 UTC]

.. OH GOD BOOTIFUL... MUST.. COMMISSION... 

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