denoje In reply to DragonBlast71 [2019-12-30 04:13:23 +0000 UTC]

thank you C:

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

DragonBlast71 In reply to denoje [2020-01-01 14:42:43 +0000 UTC]

No prob! Happy New Year

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

denoje In reply to DragonBlast71 [2020-01-01 22:31:44 +0000 UTC]

same to you! \o/

👍: 0 ⏩: 0

denoje In reply to Beeyonkuh [2019-08-08 06:46:14 +0000 UTC]

IS THAT SOOOOOOOOoooo~

omg

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

Beeyonkuh In reply to denoje [2019-08-08 23:17:22 +0000 UTC]

YUS. The whole Twitter uproar made me miss dA lol

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

denoje In reply to Beeyonkuh [2019-08-09 06:05:27 +0000 UTC]

lol I didn't even know there was an uproar I just exist there

I still miss dA but like, all the good fandoms left 

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

Beeyonkuh In reply to denoje [2019-08-09 12:33:37 +0000 UTC]

Yeah I know it feels like a ghost town here. I like that there are still people active on here though that like never left lol

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

denoje In reply to Beeyonkuh [2019-08-09 17:09:54 +0000 UTC]

lol of course all the fandoms I'm in all those people left, and the ones who didn't are like, here's my 38646th tracing of generic thing #29, but I do miss when art was the main focus in a fandom, esp. with bands, I'm not liking actual concerts being the focus as ppl keep saying "washington's close enough why are you so picky" as if we can afford that (lol why am I venting about this 349587 times but at least twitter can't see me vent this time)

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

Beeyonkuh In reply to denoje [2019-08-09 22:33:58 +0000 UTC]

Lmao yeah I know I have some people I still follow on here and their art seems recycled now. I'm tryna clean up as much as I can before I actually start filling my page with new art. I wanna start F R E S H

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

denoje In reply to Beeyonkuh [2019-08-09 22:53:42 +0000 UTC]

I get tired of feeling obligated to favorite the popular artists on here, it's literally the same ideas every day, in the same style, lol I miss having more mutuals draw something different casually and talk about stuff, but at least I'm not still on that ~other account~ with the google analytics attached telling me I got ppl from 5 countries viewing my 2008 stuff again, lol

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

Beeyonkuh In reply to denoje [2019-08-10 00:30:44 +0000 UTC]

Omg googs get it together lmao
Yeah I've noticed a lot of people do a lot of similar art now like they're just pulling a suggestion out of the same hat and that's the only suggestion available

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

denoje In reply to Beeyonkuh [2019-08-10 06:32:56 +0000 UTC]

Plus nothing seems really relevant to anything, like the most popular fandoms on this site are all...furry-related? Still? At least it's still good for private talking which I miss; twitter almost had me vague-posting shade at people T_T

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

Beeyonkuh In reply to denoje [2019-08-10 14:01:30 +0000 UTC]

Omg yes so much furry art still... it makes me kinda creeped out like ugh I'm coming back to this but the good thing is it's a lot easier to avoid here than on twitter or insta. Yeah I always feel like I'm screaming into the void on twitter lol

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

denoje In reply to Beeyonkuh [2019-08-10 16:40:13 +0000 UTC]

True, and on twitter/insta it's harder to find any art unless it's already popular but even then the timeline layout makes everything hard to find...there's someone I follow on tumblr who makes art almost every day and I can't imagine trying to find even one doodle from 2017. dA's quiet and full of furries but at least the layout works :U

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

Beeyonkuh In reply to denoje [2019-08-10 16:55:47 +0000 UTC]

Yes that's why I came back. I got really bummed out about putting art up on Twitter, also there's a coworker that follows me on the and I'm like I can't have you knowing all the weird stuff I'm into lmao so now I can post my art in peace like the horrid nerd that I am

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

denoje In reply to Beeyonkuh [2019-08-10 17:15:11 +0000 UTC]

I'm lucky no one in my real life has social media xD I'll still post on tumblr/insta but yeah, I forgot what it's like to actually interact on this site, how do people get attention without resorting to reblogging cottagecore :U

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

Beeyonkuh In reply to denoje [2019-08-10 19:27:47 +0000 UTC]

Yeah it's nice to have a place to hide now

Yeah I feel like I'm going to struggle on here if I don't get word out elsewhere but I don't want people who know me irl to follow me lol.

Ngl I like cottagecore a smidge lol I also thought it was like some shabby chic thing combined with metal when I first heard about it

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

denoje In reply to Beeyonkuh [2019-08-10 23:44:10 +0000 UTC]

idk if I'll ever vent as often as I used to here (I can't even read those old things bwelhrlh) but maybe I'll get used to it, just not gonna look at that eclipse layout though, no no no. xD

Sometimes I have random urges to start searching for random art and favoriting and commenting, though reality is, I just want my dumb fandom back and maybe occasionally I'll draw something else sjfdkjdshkjsdjsdf why am I getting so ahead of myself xD see why I need more than twitter here. xD

Thankfully I saw the aesthetic before people gave it a name. I've also seen "kidcore" and "pastelcore" and blogs dedicated to the color yellow and one dedicated to leaves and water...actually all of those are sideblogs from the same person but still. xD I just set up my queue with a bunch of random flowers and waterfalls it's kinda stupid but at least I got almost 100 followers? idk how people get over 100 in just a few months especially if they don't post often.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

Beeyonkuh In reply to denoje [2019-08-11 00:13:25 +0000 UTC]

Lol I know I just want to look up everything toy story rn and relive them good old days but note I can barely find any good art that isn't the stupid "prideyear" ship. Ugh why can't toys just be friends?! Lol

I do miss some of the fandoms I'm in, but I think my desire to avoid drama is keeping me from searching anybody up lol

Omg I hate that people just add "core" to the end of everything now. Like yeah I live those aesthetics but like I don't want to say I'm a fan of pastelcore...

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

denoje In reply to Beeyonkuh [2019-08-11 00:29:54 +0000 UTC]

I don't even know what that means xD Meanwhile, me trying too hard to find fandoms at all, can't find anything that isn't a boring expected ship or just plain vanilla fanart, like cmon don't you like this show don't you like this character cmon I'm bored here

I'm so far out of the loop on fandoms I forget there is drama lol I must be following all the right people (if there's any drama actually my dumb brain might be the one starting it)

I guess it's tumblr's way of shorthand labeling everything? Most of the time I just tag everything 'aesthetic' or even not tag it anything bc I'm lazy.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

Beeyonkuh In reply to denoje [2019-08-11 01:10:03 +0000 UTC]

Oh prideyear is the buzzXwoody ship lol I'm like dude the enemy to lover trope is so cliche and honestly really cringey.

There's some shows I like but the fandom has died out except for the hardcore psychopath fans that believe all of their headcanons are actual canon and will fight you to the death to support their own delusions lol.

Yeah I guess so. I just tag things with aesthetic too lol

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

denoje In reply to Beeyonkuh [2019-08-11 02:56:56 +0000 UTC]

That ship sounds so boring. xD

I saw that with JoJo some several years ago, they were all "don't misgender Bruno!! and if you do _____!!!" like dude are you gonna fight Araki himself over a headcanon and then I saw ppl already doing that with other shows and their creators uughghhgh. Now the fandom's just.....ironically un-bizarre. So that's why I'm stuck with band fandoms and seeing everyone else get to see/meet them except me

(the reason I felt really bad back in April was bc someone else more popular on tumblr got to meet Jon Anderson and dumped on him that she has anxiety and is autistic and told him he has a lot of younger fans, got a hug, yadda yadda, basically she took all the words outta my mouth and there was nothing left to say except "I'm happy for you" despite how she already saw him several times and no one ever comes up to Oregon and that started a rant that couldn't be said)

lol and half the time those aesthetics aren't really *my* kind of aesthetic, even if they are pleasing, I like eating apple pie and cottages are cute but I don't wanna live in one if it means having to drive everywhere and having no wifi xD xD

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

Beeyonkuh In reply to denoje [2019-08-11 03:10:34 +0000 UTC]

Omg seriously it is :ugh: why isn't that an emoji lol

Omg I don't mean to sound like a cis person but like who the hell cares about pushing YOUR gender views on a character?! Whatever is canon is what I accept. None of this "THIS CHARACTER IS A TRANS GAY THAT'S IN A POLY RELATIONSHIP IT'S CANON BC I SAID SO" I'm like uh yeah okay and you have very obviously never watched thos series because the char in question is canonically a hetero CHILD

Oh yeah like all this stuff is great and pretty and stuff but yeah I don't think I want a cottage out in the woods... maybe a cottage in a good sized town where I have access to wifi and a grocery store

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

denoje In reply to Beeyonkuh [2019-08-11 03:24:24 +0000 UTC]

I KNOW I think a lot of those ppl with their headcanons are like, 14, they don't know how the real world works and that's why they act entitled toward every show ever, and maybe I'm following all the right ppl but I don't see as much of it now? Just sad that one of my former mutuals from here was one such person and then they disappeared which is a whole different matter -_______________- 

True, but blogging cute aesthetics and happy vibes is what keeps the blog going xD I do know that one person with 13 sideblogs just for aesthetics and fanart and all their personal posts are about their crappy house and "watch me fail at making dinner" and I think about this a lot xD

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

Beeyonkuh In reply to denoje [2019-08-11 03:27:48 +0000 UTC]

Yeah for the most part I have been able to avoid those people for good, it's just in the Osomatsu fandom right now, and then now Toy Story and I'm like JUST LET ME ENJOY WHAT WAS MY LITERAL CHILDHOOD MEMORY. DON'T KILL THIS FOR ME TOO JUST LET ME ENJOY THE DAMN COWBOY

omg 13 sideblogs?! That's impressive and intimidating at the same time lol I would think about that a lot too xD

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

denoje In reply to Beeyonkuh [2019-08-11 03:33:40 +0000 UTC]

omg your avatar

A lot of times I'll find some ppl's headcanons funny, but like in a "this is totally pointless" sort of way, and only for certain media like South Park slash, both the show and the headcanons are totally stupid so it's funny, but yeah if it's something unironically enjoyable then it does get annoying :U

The most intimidating part as that they've been at it for years and only JUST turned 22 :U Everything is going to end up with me complaining about my age xD

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

Beeyonkuh In reply to denoje [2019-08-11 03:40:19 +0000 UTC]

YES I NEEDED A GLOWUP XD

Omg yes like there was someone's hc of Trafalgar in One Piece where he just wore heelies and it was literally the funniest thing I had read in a long while. I'm like why can't more people just have fun silly headcanons instead of making everything into a borderline fitty shades of damn son you needa chill.

OMG ONLY 22 AND THEY'VE BEEN DOING IT FOR YEARS. I feel hella old like I have 2 tumblrs and I'm dying tryna keep up with both xD I also recently uninstalled my social media apps just to give my brain a break. I had been feeling down and kinda depressed so I felt it was the right time to just unplug for a bit. So this is a nice change only dealing with tumblr and dA.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

denoje In reply to Beeyonkuh [2019-08-11 04:08:25 +0000 UTC]

Even though I tried to add myself to that kind of fandom headcanon before, I realize recently that I'm probably ace and that none of those fics do anything for me, and with that in mind there are a LOT OF THIRSTY PEOPLE IN THE FANDOM WORLD some of them half my age even in band fandoms like GEEZ WHY DO YOU LOVE A GRANDPA LIKE THAT iughguhughg

I only have my apps bc I need something to look at while I'm on the bus :U I've been depressed too, and running my dumb blog with cottagecore and shrieking in tags on prog posts is like, the one thing that's had any progress apart from my job, and even then I just have my main and my art sideblog and I realize how unresourceful I am with literally any media and I'm surrounded by kids with software knowhow sdakfjsdkljlskdj

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

Beeyonkuh In reply to denoje [2019-08-11 14:13:09 +0000 UTC]

Oh yeah I'm definitely more weirded out with like 14 year olds in love with a 70 year old celeb. Why can't aces have nice things?

Ah yeah. I've noticed that I'm too addicted to my stuff though so I needa cut back... but now I'm compensating by checking tumblr and dA more 😂

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

denoje In reply to Beeyonkuh [2019-08-11 21:11:23 +0000 UTC]

I used to think only Beatles stans were like that but NOPE someone's gotta be thirsty for current Steve Howe from Yes despite him being 4874% Grandpa Goat and now I'm nauseous, naw aces gotta be neck-deep in discourse somehow because not feeling sex vibes makes us boring prudes or something :U

oh no 😂 of course with me it's more tumblr, twitter, AND instagram and only checking facebook to see if the library's doing anything (idk why it's all kids-only stuff not cool man) and idk why I keep going back to pinterest, people keep finding my stuff and following me even though I haven't added anything xD Now I only go there for reference photos and weird gifs, lol.......man I'm still too stuck xD

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

Beeyonkuh In reply to denoje [2019-08-11 21:43:58 +0000 UTC]

Ugh that gives me the jibblies
jibbliejibbliejibblie
Also RUDE. If anything, aces should be considered more fun BECAUSE we're not all hung up on sex hormones. We got more time to actually do fun things... except I'm actually boring 😂😭

Ohhh pinterest. I got back on to look for travel bag patterns and it went downhill from there. I jad to get back off because there were too many things dumped on me and I wanted to add it all to my boards xD

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

denoje In reply to Beeyonkuh [2019-08-11 22:08:22 +0000 UTC]

At least I'm not reblogging "I'm in a relationship with a 25-year-old version of a 75-year-old musician" because that is quite embarrassing

I knowwww me tooooo 😭 Like, I wanna show this boring family of mine how an ace can have fun and there's literally nothing to do around here except get into sports and...drink...craft beer? Do weed? Putting things in my mouth is barely an experience, sheesh.

I have no energy to make new boards just to keep it all organized xD You get 440 pictures related to Yes, over 100 just for nostalgia crap, 60 for King Crimson, and like, 10 photos for every other board and my timeline keeps randomizing posts so now it's just baby animals and Gregg Allman for some reason xD

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

Beeyonkuh In reply to denoje [2019-08-11 23:25:21 +0000 UTC]

Oh no that's like if I were to go out and be like "hey I'm found a dude that is basically James Hetfield but my age" hhhhh

The only time putting things in your mouth is fun is when it's tasty food. Ice cream is always a good option lol

I don't even remember what boards I have but I know I had a lot lol I had like 3 dedicated to food, 2 dedicated to home, several on crafting and like one for memes 😂

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

denoje In reply to Beeyonkuh [2019-08-11 23:58:14 +0000 UTC]

gghhghhg that's basically just finding any thrash metal fan off the street and I kinda avoid those xD

Also cherry coke and marinara sauce and dove chocolate, but eating isn't a hobby to write to a magazine about xD

Let's see...I have an abandoned Doctor Who board (ppl keep visiting idk why), a "good things I want" board that has almost nothing in it bc I think I worded it too vaguely, a Vinesauce board which is kinda dumb as there's really nothing to put in there except links to twitch streams or dumb visual memes, and with all of these boards I never wanna just add fanart if I can't find who did them, so I'm like, holding back hhnnnnhnnggh and plus there's a lot of recipes they keep giving me that I'd never wanna make in a million years :U

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

Beeyonkuh In reply to denoje [2019-08-12 01:28:53 +0000 UTC]

Lmfao seriously they just smell like weed and booze and probably have various forms of stds.

Omg yes I love all of those things. Shoot I'd make a magazine about it. It would be called "food I like" 😂😂😂

Omg lol at least you have people following you. There's too many recipes I want to try but I'm not about to go get random ingredients that I'm only gonna ever use once

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

denoje In reply to Beeyonkuh [2019-08-12 05:24:02 +0000 UTC]

And yet somehow they'd want to approach any member of Metallica or Megadeth from 1984 xD

Ooh, make it look upscale, use that hipster cursive font. xD And also use the big fancy vocabulary to make cherry coke look more expensive than it is. idk I'm so bored

Truly most of the people following me are mutuals from other sites who somehow found me, lol. Yeah, as much as I wanna try a big stein of hot spiced apple cider I kinda don't wanna go through the whole slow-cooker route xD

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

Beeyonkuh In reply to denoje [2019-08-12 12:32:14 +0000 UTC]

I mean I wanna meet them too, but not in a creepy way 😂

Ooh yes I would make it look like a magazine that costs $12.99 and only the snobbiest people would ever read it, only to be disappointed that I'm not snobby at all and just like eating xD

Still they're following you xD ooh I can't wait for apple cider season. I just can't wait for cooler weather Dx it's been like in the upper 90s but the heat index today is like 112. No thank you.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

denoje In reply to Beeyonkuh [2019-08-12 17:17:33 +0000 UTC]

I wouldn't even know what to say to them anyway, other than "uhhh heeeeey!!!" xD

And all the ads are for cheap brands and stores and idk where this is going xD

I don't know why xD I really really really want late September/October already, like our August has been underwhelming but the air still feels like soup, I do NOT even know what 112 feels like nor do I want to know. D: 

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

Beeyonkuh In reply to denoje [2019-08-12 19:08:23 +0000 UTC]

Yeah me too I'd probably just be one of those dumb fans that's like HI I LIKE UR MUSIC

Omg yes it'll have food stamp offers in it and coupons for Cracker Barrell xD

Ooh yes I cannot wait for fall even though our "fall" is like 85 still xD oh you know when you turn on the oven and you open the door and that blast of hot air comes out and suffocates you? That's what it feels like when we step outside except it's also like 90% humidity so we're all sticky too xD

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

denoje In reply to Beeyonkuh [2019-08-12 20:28:16 +0000 UTC]

then there's those caffeinated fans who're like "you'RE sO impORtaNT to mE YoU sAVeD mY LIfE MetALLiCA is ALL mY kIDs HeAr" and for every band just switch the name

Up here in the PNW we'd have coupons for Taco Time xD

I've sorta had like, the baby version of that where it's 90 outside and raining, but like, that only happened once, nah up here instead of hot soup and 9448 degrees we just anticipate brown sky and not breathing the air like two years ago :U It became a running gag after that to say "Chetco Bar Fire" because it ate an entire county and put brown smoke on 80% of the state xD I shouldn't be laughing 

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

Beeyonkuh In reply to denoje [2019-08-13 01:50:29 +0000 UTC]

Oh gosh I hate those people because you're like "oh yeah they're my fave band" and then they go off like "oh YEAH WELL have they saved YOUR LIFE?!" And just monologue their annoying life to you lol

Taco time sounds like a place I would eat at on Tuesdays lmao lame joke is lame.

Oh no. We get Saharan dust in the summer. We're always covered in some sort of debris xD in the spring it's a yellow sheet of pollen, summer is the brown Saharan dust blanket, fall we have nice air for once, and then winter goes right back into Mexican smoke xD

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

denoje In reply to Beeyonkuh [2019-08-13 05:55:52 +0000 UTC]

Sounds like Tumblr from 2010 when everyone was 14 xD

I can't even remember the last time we ate there but lololol we do taco Tuesdays here at home

Gross dust, well we have gross fog in January, then ash, then...no I can't compare. xD Although I will say this--Oregon went back to its old self and rained this past week. :U

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

Beeyonkuh In reply to denoje [2019-08-13 12:19:03 +0000 UTC]

Eugh it really does xD

Lol because Taco Tuesdays is the real American Dream.

Ooh I remember rain... xD we've been in a drought for months now lol we were doing good with rain all spring but then this high pressure bubble just decided to park itself on top of us so now we're slowly turning into beef jerky xD at least the hurricanes are being kept at bay.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

denoje In reply to Beeyonkuh [2019-08-13 22:36:43 +0000 UTC]

Taco Tuesdays is a good excuse to have tacos. xD

At least you're not covered in miles of trees that are ripe for catching fire xD We're just now making our way back to actual summer and it's supposed to be 90 tomorrow, and there's a tiny chance of rain on Saturday while we're supposed to have a block party at the park :U Man I just want my autumn back

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

Beeyonkuh In reply to denoje [2019-08-13 23:17:33 +0000 UTC]

Any day is a good excuse to have tacos tbh xD

But we have miles upon miles of farmland that can catch fire lol we're actually under a fire watch in some areas right now because it's getting bad oh no block party stay dry. I really want autumn too

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

denoje In reply to Beeyonkuh [2019-08-14 06:13:15 +0000 UTC]

Though we're gonna wait a bit as no one's in taco mood this week :U

Thaaaaaat's true I don't think I ever got the chance to really dress the way I want to, one day it's thick winter coats and gloves, suddenly it's shorts and a t-shirt, dasjkhfhj also we just found out dad's been subscribed to amazon prime all this time with no knowledge of it so until we get rid of it we're just bingin on shows

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

Beeyonkuh In reply to denoje [2019-08-14 12:24:29 +0000 UTC]

Oh nooooo. Well hopefully you will have tacos soon.

I know I have always wanted to dress with cute coats and stuff but we go from hell in a can to hot dang why is it still hot, with the sporadic 2-3 weeks that we actually get some form of winter that's around 40 degrees lol and we're all dying like that's freezing.

Ooh Amazon prime. My brother recently hooked us up with his subscription and I wanna continue watching Boston Legal 😂

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

denoje In reply to Beeyonkuh [2019-08-14 19:09:32 +0000 UTC]

Maybe next week, this week I gotta be in charge of literally everything while my sister's at work and no one's hungry :U

I have denim jackets and shin-high boots with cuffs and I can't even remember when I even wore any this year, somehow April got hot and it got up to 90 in June, lol our winter actually gave us 2 feet of snow this year and I still had to go to work.

Well with billions of references to Good Omens on every social media outlet and the fact that the book is probably never coming back to the library, we sat down and watched ep. 1 when I got home yesterday and it's so dorky, it has almost a Doctor Who vibe from like, 2012 xD

👍: 0 ⏩: 1