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Published: 2010-02-16 08:47:07 +0000 UTC; Views: 11527; Favourites: 751; Downloads: 323
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Description This is in response to some slight anxiety attacks I've been suffering lately. My heart has been pounding and my hands have been shaking, paranoid that there's danger right around the corner, a crippling fear of death and I've broken down into quite the emotional wreck in the past few days =D This happens randomly too like some emotional rollercoaster but I felt I had experienced it at its worst today urgh.

I wish my heart would calm the fuck down and not beat out of my chest. -SQUEEZES IT IN RAGE-
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Comments: 78

Fenecian [2012-12-14 14:30:50 +0000 UTC]

I really like the color and shading, and how it looks with a sketch finish. It is quite stunning, and I think it fits the topic way better than it would have if it was fully colored. Good Decision!

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painfulrose [2012-12-04 00:10:53 +0000 UTC]

he has a creepy smile, ripped out his own heart, he's hot and bloody...I think I'm in love.

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pikadigitouhou [2012-01-27 15:29:44 +0000 UTC]

i suddenly hear I'm only gonna break your heart in my head...

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aprilfear [2012-01-04 01:06:38 +0000 UTC]

I have problems with coffee. If I have enough of it, then I start getting fidgety. I could swear when I drink it, my heart hits a thousand beats per second!

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Moonbearer [2011-12-13 04:46:17 +0000 UTC]

Anyone who has every had a serious panic attack knows this feeling exactly.

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blackpentacle [2011-09-04 08:23:19 +0000 UTC]

uhhh is it wierd that I find this attractive?

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aprilfear In reply to blackpentacle [2011-10-08 07:58:35 +0000 UTC]

I find it attractive as well!

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Zackyadvenger In reply to aprilfear [2011-10-14 02:26:45 +0000 UTC]

Haha! Me too!

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MechaFISHMechanics [2010-11-21 09:04:44 +0000 UTC]

Yum.
Hope you feel better soon.

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code541 [2010-07-13 21:37:34 +0000 UTC]

hmmm... i guess he doesn't need that

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LonelyHoshi [2010-06-22 05:11:43 +0000 UTC]

....he's kinda cute >v>

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shizzytan [2010-06-06 05:51:55 +0000 UTC]

OH WOW! i can't say a thing..

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Soul-eaT3r777 [2010-03-08 09:26:49 +0000 UTC]

Im in love with this! the insane smile and overall amazing drawing <3

5++++

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TheHellSong [2010-03-07 18:00:40 +0000 UTC]

His expression is quite adorable...

My mum has depression and stuff... she's fine, but I saw her have a panic attack once. It wasn't nice.

Sorry. <3

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kid4life122 [2010-03-06 14:48:21 +0000 UTC]

ummmm allright lol good drawing

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RisenRainbow [2010-03-01 17:06:31 +0000 UTC]

cool!!

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Teghan [2010-02-18 03:20:03 +0000 UTC]

holy shiznitz! thats scary. i hope you feel better! *huggles*

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Malicious-Magician [2010-02-17 23:05:58 +0000 UTC]

Yeah I'm like this a lot too. Mostly when I think of growing old or the enormity of actually dying. I get insomnia and paranoid though most people cant tell, I'm a bottler.

This pictire is really beautiful. You capture the feeling of stress and anxiety very well, I love the character's facial expression.

Dont worry things will get better, though I suppose that doesnt mean much from a stranger on DeviantArt. Lots of Luck. Keep up the good work. Lo.

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DRei-chan [2010-02-17 20:39:40 +0000 UTC]

I know how you feel, I suffer from anxiety attacks as well. D: I hate it, it's one of the worst feeling ever. DX

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the-merriest [2010-02-17 13:49:50 +0000 UTC]

reminds me of bioshockall the way!!

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general-injury [2010-02-17 05:35:34 +0000 UTC]

Oh, Zurei... you just put that back and you'll be fine... I think... o.o...

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NisrocandTabris [2010-02-17 04:24:14 +0000 UTC]

This pic is disturbing in a totally cool way. Actually, as i'm staring at it, the guy looks vaguely like a psychotic and hollowfied Allen Walker. Hmm...

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ChimeraElric [2010-02-17 04:01:00 +0000 UTC]

Anxiety is so fun, isn't it ?
I like this piece though, the eyes are really cool and the anatomy is great. I adore the expression as well

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catchmeifyuhdare [2010-02-17 03:13:47 +0000 UTC]

I know how you feeeeeel that happens to me too.
I start to think about dying the what happens after I die and what if it doesn't end up right? And then I don't have any more chances and etc and then my heart starts pounding and I usually start to cry and my breathing picks up
I've been told that I have anxiety disorder because of that.

Annnnnyyyywaaaaay. I like the darkness of it and it expresses how morbidly anxious people gett(:

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Defy-Not-The-Heart [2010-02-17 03:00:42 +0000 UTC]

EPIC is the only way to describe that face x3

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saslover101 [2010-02-17 02:30:22 +0000 UTC]

such feeling, and emotion put into this... it makes me want to.... eat some ramen

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x13spiral13x [2010-02-17 02:03:05 +0000 UTC]

I've had the same problem as you before. Lasted years. Eventually you just realize it's all in your head. Just admit that you're doing it to yourself, and tell yourself to stop breathing so heavily. Then you realize, you have control. It's nothing more than your own will power. Then, it will end forever.

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Hinari13 [2010-02-17 01:08:12 +0000 UTC]

-knows she can't do anything-

I'm sorry ;m; *GivesFlower*

Hope this passes ><

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Seena-Cha [2010-02-17 00:59:47 +0000 UTC]

Ooooo~ Nice

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lk-nightshade [2010-02-17 00:22:46 +0000 UTC]

Feel better!
Try to take some you-time to relax.

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Sakura2349 [2010-02-17 00:22:34 +0000 UTC]

Something about this is so cool! Great work! Amen on the panic attacks.

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999Phineas [2010-02-16 23:52:57 +0000 UTC]

lol same thing happened to me. My frends and family just X-ed me out.

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SavvyKatt [2010-02-16 23:10:39 +0000 UTC]

FFFFFFFFFF you beat me to the punch! I was planning on doing a picture like this!!! This is so beautifully done I no longer have confidence to do it.. I LOVE THIS by the way!

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m1e1g1a1n [2010-02-16 21:38:49 +0000 UTC]

Oh wow, very impactful.

I would definately go to a doctor and tell him about your symptoms, because it looks a lot like Panic disorder.

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AkatsukiDemon [2010-02-16 21:32:17 +0000 UTC]

beautiful work ^^ even for such an uncomfortable mood T^T

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Mimuru2006 [2010-02-16 20:44:48 +0000 UTC]

I suffer from a panic disorder which explains exactly how you feel. Sometimes you just have to be as rational as you can and tell yourself that you are in no danger what so ever. I hope you can feel better. Trust me the first time you get it, it's the worst but it does die out.

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LorenAinse [2010-02-16 20:27:47 +0000 UTC]

haha, i like this!

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StarHaunshinka [2010-02-16 19:22:23 +0000 UTC]

Oh man D: hope you feel better soon... don't eat candies or things like that.

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CaitlinMaryMargarett [2010-02-16 19:20:33 +0000 UTC]

Gah! Never having suffered an anxiety attack myself, I can't relate, but they sound ewy. D': Well, you can always have Zurei squeeze the heck out of your heart for you!

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skitzoPHUX [2010-02-16 19:14:45 +0000 UTC]

Your thread about your anxiety made me feel wibbly. I hope it gets better, because if it turns into a full-blown phobia that would be horrible.

We all love you, Azerrr.

And I love this picture way too much because it describes my feelings towards most emotions these days perfectly.

-SNUGGLES INSISTANTLY-

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LLx2 In reply to skitzoPHUX [2010-02-19 00:18:15 +0000 UTC]

EW WHO IS THIS SKANK

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skitzoPHUX In reply to LLx2 [2010-02-19 00:47:08 +0000 UTC]

YOU D<
-SHAKES FIST AT-
MY SWORN ENEMY

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LLx2 In reply to skitzoPHUX [2010-02-19 00:49:37 +0000 UTC]

GET OFF MY WEBSITE YOU SLUTFACE >:C

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skitzoPHUX In reply to LLx2 [2010-02-19 01:42:28 +0000 UTC]

NO U >:U

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LLx2 In reply to skitzoPHUX [2010-02-19 01:45:16 +0000 UTC]

I WAS HERE FIRST

although probably not, actually

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skitzoPHUX In reply to LLx2 [2010-02-19 02:12:13 +0000 UTC]

I joined in 05?
-snuggles-

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LLx2 In reply to skitzoPHUX [2010-02-19 02:18:32 +0000 UTC]

-ponder face-
07 i think

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skitzoPHUX In reply to LLx2 [2010-02-19 02:27:29 +0000 UTC]

-bodyslams-
I WIN WHORE

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LLx2 In reply to skitzoPHUX [2010-02-19 02:38:38 +0000 UTC]

WELL. I JOINED LIKE FOREVER AGO[like 04 or maybe even 03] ONCE. but i uploaded one picture and i totally forget my account name.

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skitzoPHUX In reply to LLx2 [2010-02-19 03:18:19 +0000 UTC]

LOL

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