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so um

ik its bad and i shouldnt do it
but why does self harm become an addiction to me after 1 cut?? yeah sure blabhalabah its bad but um. idrk what to do bc ik i cant js stop (im srsly attached to doing it.) its scary too bc of how much desperate shit ive done to collect sharp shit like stealing a pencil sharpener from school and take it apart w a screwdriver or digging through clothes to find those clip things. ffs ive even searched for push pins on the walls and all of its stored somewhere not even my s/o could find and speaking of that
i feel guilty as shit for this considering hes worried and i genuinley dont want him to be scared or upset bc i love him but any attempts ive made at stopping is unsuccessful. /srs

Description
so um

ik its bad and i shouldnt do it
but why does self harm become an addiction to me after 1 cut?? yeah sure blabhalabah its bad but um. idrk what to do bc ik i cant js stop (im srsly attached to doing it.) its scary too bc of how much desperate shit ive done to collect sharp shit like stealing a pencil sharpener from school and take it apart w a screwdriver or digging through clothes to find those clip things. ffs ive even searched for push pins on the walls and all of its stored somewhere not even my s/o could find and speaking of that
i feel guilty as shit for this considering hes worried and i genuinley dont want him to be scared or upset bc i love him but any attempts ive made at stopping is unsuccessful. /srs