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looking out into the sky
you see few clouds and the bluest sky i have ever seen
i walked the streets
about the hills and straight-aways
to a friends house i seek
upon arrival i seem to notice i may have interrupted something of her being
a boy around my height answer the door
i asked if she was home
the boy replies yes
i asked if i may speak with her
the boy replies no
i said ok and make my way out
was this a boy?
no i say, more like a boyfriend
i walked the streets once again
back to the home i left behind
along the way i thought
i though of all the other heart breaks
one of my first loves, whom was loved dearly
another whom was taken from me
and this one, a friend, taken with out word
i sat in the part near by looking up to the sky
my eyes shaded from the blue and replaced with black
i thought what have i done
i saw inside myself that of my heart being mended and flaking away
i feel as if i lost a friend
why did i go over there
i went to see her as-well as her art
to pay my respects to her
to see her, just to say hello, a how are you
old friends are we, yes
looking around the park i see the children play with laughter filling the air
i thought back even further
deeper into my heart
my mind conflicting with the heart
i do not want to see
for the bad times over power the good
what makes them this way
i thought i lead a good life, but was a wrong
they must be there for a reason
now i see my heart fading away
it is gone from all emotion as i sit her and wonder
what did i do
did i love them to much
to much for my own good
or did i not think before i acted
i will never know as this is just something I’m rambling on
a message from the broken heart i suppose
maybe it wasn’t her boyfriend, but than why wouldn’t i be able to see her
i am blind
i should have asked
but i just accepted the fact
i guess i'll see her some other time
maybe this was all a trick of the mind
fooling with the heart
putting me in a state of despair
i just only hope i did not intrude on her at any cost
for she told me i would be able to stop by at anytime today
but just maybe i came at the wrong time
i'll never know
who was that boy
the one with the hood and blonde hair
i'll never know
thank God for the shades i wore
as they hid my expression
hidden the truth from me
but i do know, it feels like a heart break to me

i know this is not much of a poem, not meant to be, its just thoughts from my heart.
a felling so deep inside it turns and twists till i can bare it no more.
sadness.

Description
looking out into the sky
you see few clouds and the bluest sky i have ever seen
i walked the streets
about the hills and straight-aways
to a friends house i seek
upon arrival i seem to notice i may have interrupted something of her being
a boy around my height answer the door
i asked if she was home
the boy replies yes
i asked if i may speak with her
the boy replies no
i said ok and make my way out
was this a boy?
no i say, more like a boyfriend
i walked the streets once again
back to the home i left behind
along the way i thought
i though of all the other heart breaks
one of my first loves, whom was loved dearly
another whom was taken from me
and this one, a friend, taken with out word
i sat in the part near by looking up to the sky
my eyes shaded from the blue and replaced with black
i thought what have i done
i saw inside myself that of my heart being mended and flaking away
i feel as if i lost a friend
why did i go over there
i went to see her as-well as her art
to pay my respects to her
to see her, just to say hello, a how are you
old friends are we, yes
looking around the park i see the children play with laughter filling the air
i thought back even further
deeper into my heart
my mind conflicting with the heart
i do not want to see
for the bad times over power the good
what makes them this way
i thought i lead a good life, but was a wrong
they must be there for a reason
now i see my heart fading away
it is gone from all emotion as i sit her and wonder
what did i do
did i love them to much
to much for my own good
or did i not think before i acted
i will never know as this is just something I’m rambling on
a message from the broken heart i suppose
maybe it wasn’t her boyfriend, but than why wouldn’t i be able to see her
i am blind
i should have asked
but i just accepted the fact
i guess i'll see her some other time
maybe this was all a trick of the mind
fooling with the heart
putting me in a state of despair
i just only hope i did not intrude on her at any cost
for she told me i would be able to stop by at anytime today
but just maybe i came at the wrong time
i'll never know
who was that boy
the one with the hood and blonde hair
i'll never know
thank God for the shades i wore
as they hid my expression
hidden the truth from me
but i do know, it feels like a heart break to me

i know this is not much of a poem, not meant to be, its just thoughts from my heart.
a felling so deep inside it turns and twists till i can bare it no more.
sadness.