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Description iehh I am actually really proud of how this turned out : D pretty much exactly how it came up in my head 

Ghost being a big support for Kai in a tough moment per usual :3


previous : Tough love


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The reading went slow, fearing every word she would come across.
In the end as she put the papers down and start in front of her with a blank gaze the words were dancing around in her mind. 
It was all so relatable, the constant struggle she faced with her own emotions and how one should act. Not being able to relate, feel and act like many others. Not understanding and reading situations way wrong. 
She was always fearing something was wrong with her, but now it got confirmed. 
True, as the text said it isn't the end of the world. But the lack of self care and being dependent on others got to her, it wasn't the case for everyone but she knew damn well it was for her. Her life being chaotic and her eating, sleeping and hygiene being an absolute mess if no one was there to keep an eye on things. And that was only the beginning. Shame began to be felt as she started shaking. How was such normal things so hard indeed ? Why was she so stupid she could not even do that right herself. 
And then of course there was also the case of hurting people by getting angry at the wrong times or happy. Not getting what they are in need of at the right time. More so than others. 

Annette approached her calmly, finding her a little ways into the forest with Ghost. Seeming in a state of sadness and distress. Her face carried much concern. 

" I am sorry, I know you would not like it. But it was necessary. You need to start the proces of understanding..accepting. And this is a start. "

She spoke quietly and calm, kneeling down in front of her to be at eye level. 

Kaira looked at her, furious at first but that slowly faded to sorrow. Where Annette was almost sure she would recieve a slap at one moment, she was actually surprised as Kaira fell into her arms instead, sobbing. 

Annette knew so much how she wanted to appear as strong as she could, always. To push Kaira into facing a position of discomfort and what she sees as a weakness must be extremely hard for her indeed, and she comforted her for quite a while. Stroking her back and speaking softly that it was absolutely not a bad thing and she just needed to learn more about it. Learn to live with it the correct way.


Slowly Kaira calmed down after a good while, fearing what was coming next. She probably did have to face those therapies..and inform some people...that would only be fair. 


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sooo, Kai's reaction is actually pretty much the opposite of mine x) she certainly is dealing with it in a very different way. 






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